sooo this weekend has completly blown. with the execption of a night in otown spent with the following: Jesse Day, Michelle C, Josh, Nick Gibbons, Whitney Fenderson, Bill Hardy, some kid that was in band and like 4 other WHS kids that I didn't know. Jess Michelle and I just went to go for a walk and we ran into all those kids. WIIERD. and random. ( Read more... )

GAH! SERIOUSLY! On the ONE day I delete you from my AIM you just happen to send me a response to a question I asked MONTHS ago?! Seriously. what the FUCK were you thinking? You are retarted! you are a MORON! you are a fucking asshole. basically is what it boils down to. everytime i get you out of my head and out of my heart, you show the hell back ( Read more... )

Last week I tried on/ordered my uniform for the Bulls cheering. Yah it fits alright, but I could use to lose my tummy. So, the other day Alicia and Melanie were talking about giving up sweets and ya know, I really don't eat that many of those. And I don't really drink soda, unless alchol is involved. So I decided maybe I'd try to do something ( Read more... )

So....I really don't know where this summer has gone. I don't know what I've done, or where ANY of my money has gone. I only get 75 a week, even tho I make a good 600-ish. But, it's good that I don't get it all cuz then I'd blow it. Besides, all that other money is being put toward my bills, my debts, and school. Plus, if I work now I won't have to ( Read more... )

i love crushes. haha i love having the guts to go have the most awkward conversation with a crush, that is obviously out of your way. "im on my way down to the dock, with kim." and yet, kim is not there, and the dock path is no where NEAR the baseball field. and then inviting him along for some fireworks....and then to have him show up later! ( Read more... )

*SIgh* I love my brain...lol no. Its trying to grow up and im fighting it wanting to stay young forever. although, that's a losing battle. I'm growing up and moving away from high school things that used to tye me down. I'm taking down that wall soon, maybe the SJC stuff too, who knows. And i've cut up tons of shirts to make a quilt with and we'll ( Read more... )

soooo i just found out why im so horny from the Da Vinci Code and I BURSTED into laughter...here read ( Read more... )

i can't believe i missed the boat on an amazing guy. and the fact that i know this now because he's been on my mind for four days now. and it's crazy. i can't believe what a stupid, busy, selfish, self-centered bitch i was a few months ago....loser!

so this job offers a lot of time for self-reflection and people watching. it is here that i often wonder, what am i doing with my life? where am i going with it? when i graduate, what do i want to do with my time and my degree? do i want to jump right into the work force and labor? or do i want to travel and take a year off and take those ( Read more... )

who knew that early this morning i'd be talking with someone that i have hated for the last five months? and it turns out, she's pretty cool shit. we have a lot in common, and its nice for her *i think* to know "his" little tendencies and what his games are because theres someone else whos gone through it ( Read more... )