Things just keep getting tougher lately, and I went into complete meltdown mode two nights ago. I hate when that happens, it would be fine if I could just learn to keep it from my friends, but lucky me for opening up so much to people this past year and a half. I feel like I make my friends suffer with me, and I hate that. I don't want them to ( Read more... )

I need to stop watching Dawson's Creek. I really do. I relate to that whole Andie/Pacey relationship-break up thing. Blah its sad that I see my life in that show. Don't even get me started on the Dawson and Joey relationship. Blah blah blah.
I'm all empty inside I think.....

"Just remember our promise....you and me, together again, happy, healthy ( Read more... )

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I hate not being able to be myself. I feel caught up in trying to please other people. I hate knowing that I make them upset or frustrated. But most of all, I'd just like to be able to cut. To be able to cut and not feel guilty about it. That makes it hurt worse. I don't know, I wish I didn't feel like me being happy was just me being fake. Because ( Read more... )

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I hate being caught in the midst of my emotions. Life is an emotional rollercoaster and I just want to get off. I know its not that way only for me, but sometimes it feels like it. Like everyone else has no problem being normal and I'm struggling alone. Sometimes I wonder if all this is worth it. I'm not exactly suicidal right now, but I wonder if ( Read more... )

Welcome back depression....how I've missed you.
And welcome to possibly the biggest trigger of all, one I'd been dreading, but knew would come.

I'm all triggery today. Everything sets me off. I've already had 3 "episodes", its only 11am and I've only been up for one hour. I hate being needy, hate it hate it hate ( Read more... )

So I did something to my knee. Very not good considering I have two jobs choreographing this summer and I'm actually in a show that has some heavy dancing, though I lucked out with my role ( Read more... )