Hey guys. Sorry its been forever, I just have been having some rough times lately and have been pretty much avoiding the world. But hopefully I'll update more, we'll see. Thanks for commenting on my last entry, which was 4 months old to see if I was still ok.

And I'm back. I came home on Friday, I committed myself voluntarily and I voluntarily signed myself back out. I'd had enough. And I don't have insurance and couldn't really afford to be there, but that's another story ( Read more... )

As some, if not all of you know, Lauren had herself hospitalized last Monday for various reasons. She has been there for a week now and from the phone call I've gotten from her, she seems to be doing ok. Lauren asked me to post in here to just let you all know what was going on, since her decision to go to the hospital was a very sudden move. If ( Read more... )

Dan and I are friends again. That gives me a sense of peace.

So Dan and Lindsay have made me reconsider my engagement. Why did they have to ask me if it makes me happy? Does that mean they just assumed it wouldn't? And I can't lie, it doesn't really make me happy, but its a way out....of what I don't know. Out of being alone forever? Who knows? I just don't want to lose two of my best friends over this. And ( Read more... )

So as you all know I'm back together with Mike, and things are getting serious. But what no one knows is that we've been pretty much back together since October, but since he was in Maryland and I was on Long Island, so it was a lot of long distance communication. But on New Year's Eve he threw me for a curve. He got really serious with me and told ( Read more... )

Ah, quote from Oliver. I despised that show, but alas I love that song ( Read more... )

I got bored and lonely and stole this from Sarah

( Survey )

So I went to the meeting with the people for The Last Five Years. I decided I wanted the role. I sang part of still hurting and the middle part of Climbing Uphill for them. They liked it a lot and gave me the role. So this summer ,look for me to play Cathy Hiatt in the Last Five Years. I'm really excited, I love this show, I have emotional issues ( Read more... )

He doesn't care about me anymore. He doesn't need me anymore. I don't know what else I could possibly do. I even tried to be there for him when he needed me and he brushed me off like I was nothing. I'm NOT nothing. I'm a person too. A person you USED to love.