So it's been more than a little while..

updates you say? yes i'm a lazy shit head who has had so much personal shyte to deal with she hasnt bothered updating.

So in summary over the last 2 months I have:

* Turned 19
* Had 2 car accidents (neither my fault)
* Cried myself to sleep almost every night
* Got a full time job i hate but am amazing at
* Lost all ( Read more... )

So I've been hybernating....

I've had lots to hide from and much to do.

I saw the Strokes, You Am I, Arctic Monkeys and Eskimo Joe since I last updated, first two were rocking last two were ok.. not stella but ok..You've probvably read everyone elses reviews so i'll skip that.

I haven't met anyone new worth talking to for ages... all the guys I meet ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been far away from everything lately...

But I guess some things are starting to finally fall into place..... 
*I know what I'm doing about Uni, I'm going to start this semester and see how it is, if I still hate it and find I actually hate THE COURSE, not just the study part, I'll quit, if I just hate the study I'll defer, if I like ( Read more... )

Well, for something I looked forward to, Ballarat was SHIT. I spent most of it blind... the other half I spent on the bench... The nights were depressing and enraging and I couldnt even run it off during the days... I can't stand the politics of life. (It's all about who you know, not how good you are.)

I am so confused at the moment...

I can't turn ( Read more... )

So you've all read my teen angst. My excitement, My love, My heartbreak...  So this is what Blogs are about? They're pretty extrodinary really. Sharing thoughts and feelings with a world of people you have never met, and most of the time, those are thoughts and feelings you would never have shared with any of your close friends.

Well.. I've faced ( Read more... )

Below in the undercut is the whole record of my one true love... thats right, at 18 I was fortunate enough to meet the guy I was meant to be with... I found out why these things arent meant to happen at 18... below is the whole story, abbreviated, and some details omitted...

This may be my last journal entry for awhile.

19-12-2004

Boy travels to ( Read more... )

So I can't stop crying.

I feel so pathetic.

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have you ever felt like there's something intrinsically wrong with you? 
A fault at your very core that permeates everything you do, feel and say?


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