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I must search a new house on my own. Can't stand here anymore. Wanna be free. -
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I'm listening to The smashing pumpkins,the songs I used to hear during the voyage to my heaven and my hell. I remember,the sweet kisses,the sweet madness,the sweet youngness and ingenuity..I remember the pain inside of me while watching my eternety flowing away.....maybe forever. yel,forever. No matter what my life will be, I know I'll meet you ( Read more... ) -
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What a totally shitty day today. No sun but so hotty air... and fucking depressing... I was a long time since I hadn't bad depression anymore... and now here it is, that frustrating sense of emptyness and useless that fullfill everything around me and inside me... -
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Yayyyyyy!!!!! This morning I went to have a coffee with my mom and while we were talkin she said that probably on september we're gonna searching for my OWN house!!! Oh my gosh I can't beleve it! If I get better I will have MY home,not to share with parents...uhm.....I'm a little afraid but excited too! In september I will also attend the webdesign ( Read more... ) -
yesterday..
yestarday while I was coming back from buying bread for dinner, a car with a boy and a girl passed next to me and the girl cried: Bitch! to me. OMG he he I didn't even know them! Dunno why she said me that maybe was in wrong with another person instead of me, but has been funny. I've been called bitch by a completely unknow...in the middle of the ( Read more... ) -
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This morning i was going to the hospital to take my therapy when a girl (bitch) with her mother started to talk about me with a straight finger vs. The mother said look at that girl she's anorexic oh my god look at her legs look at her arms...I was so angry,they could shout up for a moment while I was crossing them!!!!!!! no! they cointinued speak ( Read more... ) -
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Why do i have this fucking stomach? why do i ever think to it and never stop? -
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I mean...i did three whole container of vomit since 3 pm... i feel my stomach is breaking up. I am so fat. I perfectly know that s not the important but makes me ansious so much,damnit,it is like the weight could rassure me for a while...and this evening i gained at least 10 lbs...