I have become completely obsessed with the following things ( Read more... )

It's snowing well no correction it snowed. I know that I am getting old when the first thing I think about snow is the fact that I have to drive in it and walk through it. I'm seriously a sad soul. But, atleast I still have a little bit of happy youth in me, I took pictures all afternoon capturing un-touched places. It was really nice and much ( Read more... )

I haven't been sleeping really,which is normal for me BUT when you are up as much as I am...you lose your mind really.Dyed my hair pink again, it's fun I suppose. I am really excited to go home and I miss Sam a lot. I know this is what she needs and I hope that my journals from my hardest times will give her the strength she needs..but sometimes ( Read more... )

Things are decent...I have been consistantly going to bed anytime before 1am this week,plus working out about 2-3 times a day and reading American Psycho for the 4th time in my life...beautiful book.I wish I was still ono break it was delightful seeing people and recording a song with nick!Seeing Courtney and various others I have missed so so much ( Read more... )

I was in a great mood until now just now when I drove all the way back to c-dale for Sam because she wanted to hang out with me now has decided that since something happened which I do not know yet because she couldn't tell me,she does not infact want to leave her dorm room tonight.Fucking great,thankyou for asking me to hang out and me driving and ( Read more... )

Last night was tuesday so ofcourse I was at Denny's and it was good I think...I don't like getting my heart toyed with at all.So,when I get asked to go out to dinner first off I don't eat very much or more than once every two weeks,second of all don't hurt me either,because I'm sick of it.So,me ofcourse have a cute little dinner date in five hours ( Read more... )

I'm simply tired of caring about almost everything.All I want to do is go to classes for the next 7 years and graduate law school and run.Run like I did before except this time there is nothing for me to come back for.That walked out of my life today,forever.Except there is a certain point in my life where I can't show him or anyone else my ( Read more... )

It's beautiful outside.It smells of Halloween and laughter.I want you to need me again.I'm not really sure who you are anymore but I do know that I want you to find me soon.We should go jump in piles of leaves and smoke cigerettes under trees on the soft earth..the wind will blow my long multi-colored hair in your face but you'll just laugh and ( Read more... )

Another late night and I still don't care about sleep. Long pointless tuesday, had class, came back to my dorm room gathered up me and jades clothes and took the 45 minute trip to Chester! It was good to get some time to myself though, singing loud and driving fast.Got to see my parents and my cat!Then I left around 10ish and got into c-dale picked ( Read more... )

Woke up today, but I didn't want to move.Now its 7:30 and I want to move just to get out, plus it's Halloween my fav holiday.Sean is leaving.Soon. My roomie jade and I are getting all hott-ed up for tonight and its raining. I want to drink like I never have before and smoke and agree with everything some townie is telling me and then get fucked.WHY ( Read more... )