sitting here smoking a cigg, reflecting on today..well, lets see me and sean had a good day together, did rays homework in con ed for him so i get free tweek sometime this week, utterly stupendous, im completely freaking hyper right now from the adderal joe gave me, i took at 5 but yet my hyperness(if thats even a word) is still going strong.im ( Read more... )

tonite was alright i suppose but out of no where i started getting really down..ah the life of a manic. lovely lovely. i don't know where my lifes going , only i really do but i don't know if i am sure about it. joey is leaving in 10 days and i don't know i will deal with things while he is away it will be so hard. he is the only person besides ( Read more... )

sooooooo - my day in short , our school was contaminated with gassy fumes, so we got out early, hung out with people, slept and had really scary scary times scary dreams , sean came over for like 20 minutes and was kinda being jerkie , then Nicky called me and i gave him his iggy pop record i really hoped he liked it, although he already had one , ( Read more... )

well, i have not wrote in here in almost a whole month, im slightly dissapointed in myself, over the past weeks things have changed..me and seanie are together now , i went to florida for my birthday, it was really cool , plus sean got to go so i was happy , we are really good together, we've liked eachother on and off for 3 freakn years so i guess ( Read more... )

Well I have not updated in like a million years so here goes - last week I woke up late everyday and did NOT care one bit...im going back to my old ways but a million times worse..super .um friday I worked and went out with my cousin drank and went to the landmark and danced like fools it was great...saturday i worked again..but this time i ( Read more... )

well, 5 months 19 days till i leave for college and i don't have to talk to anyone here that i don't like haha....well anyway...today i was told so many new and exciting rumors about myself it was so super- half of them were unbelieveable but hey whats new - then a certain stupid stupid person gets mad at me about these rumors like its my fault.. ( Read more... )

welll another drunken night except this time i was playing in the band at the ball game ! baker hooked me up with a couple of ciggs..man tonight was great we almost even won the game - haha- school was alright don't feel like talking much more -gonna go crash -
dani

Today was actually pretty good ..school went by fast and then I came home ,Heath called me we went to Tequila's and then drove around for a while picked up courtney,then erin and then paul..then we went Lanny's he bought us alcohol , we dropped Paul off he gave us each 2 ciggs...it was super!Then we drove out to Randolph county lake and played ( Read more... )

I slept my whole day away and enjoyed it completely!Every time I would wake up I read a little bit of Diary by Chuck Palahniuk , good book , but then I'd get sleeeeepy and go back to bed...I am trying to stay awake so I will sleep tonight but since Im soooo freaking tired no matter how much I sleep I think I will be alright. My parents went ( Read more... )

the past three days im getting more sick. Its a wonderful feeling...oh wait nope.I have to go to work again tonight , it really sucked last night,I was hoping that maybe I wouldn't have very many tables and then I ended up with about 50 dollars, fuuun fuuuun.I doubt I do anything tonight , although Nicole did call and I haven't called her back.Im ( Read more... )