Dawn prayer at sacred places, snorkeling with reef fish, judicious application/inhalation of magic herbs, and more prayer. Of course none of that stops the depression. It just helps me cope with it. Wheels came off over here. We'll be camping this summer while we regroup on our finances. Odd and mysterious how my physical life is so uncomfortable when my spiritual life is so good. Also quite humbling to know that the few thousand dollars I need to right the boat is so inaccessible, after hurling thousands upon thousands upon thousands along the way at lifestyle. This journey into being a High Priest runs straight and true into the heart of ego. The death/transformation of the ego is a very difficult task that requires commitment and focus. Life and paying bills is a very difficult task that requires commitment and focus. I seem to have been unable to properly accomplish both tasks, and failing in one task makes the other task harder, etc. So, I start a new chapter next week. Spirit Guides. Spirit Provides. Go Spirit Go! Kahu
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Of course none of that stops the depression. It just helps me cope with it.
Wheels came off over here. We'll be camping this summer while we regroup on our finances. Odd and mysterious how my physical life is so uncomfortable when my spiritual life is so good.
Also quite humbling to know that the few thousand dollars I need to right the boat is so inaccessible, after hurling thousands upon thousands upon thousands along the way at lifestyle.
This journey into being a High Priest runs straight and true into the heart of ego. The death/transformation of the ego is a very difficult task that requires commitment and focus. Life and paying bills is a very difficult task that requires commitment and focus. I seem to have been unable to properly accomplish both tasks, and failing in one task makes the other task harder, etc.
So, I start a new chapter next week.
Spirit Guides. Spirit Provides.
Go Spirit Go!
Kahu
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