this morning was a strange experience. there was that not-so-unusual event of yelling and screaming, except the unusual part was that i was the one doing the yelling and screaming. the weird part was the fact that i could tell that my dad was scared of me. it was a surreal role reversal, letme tell you. it felt like he was the child. at least i had ( Read more... )

so my feral pet rat that i occasionally trapped in the closet for fun so it could chew up my souveneir towels stolen from various german hotels is definitely dead from the poison nuggets its been voraciously chewing up. we tried every damn way to catch it live or at least out in the open but that thing is too damn smart. was. now its stinking up ( Read more... )

i went online tues and finally was able to get ahold of maria. she was in sf, on her way to chico, so i picked her up and we went up together. last minute decision. man im hungry. all we have here is like melons and grapes. i want some meat ( Read more... )

its been crazy, horrible and wonderful the past few weeks. i havent had internet access really so i havent updated. but the last week of camp sucked. suffice it to say, i got in trouble, i kindof did it on purpose, and afterwards, i felt relieved, which doesnt make a lot of sense. the whole summer tapped into seriously submerged self doubts about ( Read more... )

so we survived the typhoon, but our internet didnt. its okay tho ( Read more... )

i had a really nice day today, despite our super typhoon. this morning when i woke up our director had just left. carrie and i went to this huge weekend jade market under a freeway overpass. they sold all sorts of jewelry, stones, religious shit, it was kind of overwhelming. i spent like 7 hours there. carrie left early. i found a lady who custom ( Read more... )

its been an eventful past few days. first one of the moms confronted me with her daughters near drowning from the day before. what could i say? it wont happen again? then my director from china flew in for the weekend, and spent a day at our camp. she said our camp needed serious help. "it couldnt get any worse" were her exact words. i agree, but ( Read more... )

the southern baptists have decided to lift their boycott of abc/disney for its gay friendly policies of airing the show ellen and giving benefits to same sex partners at disneyworld. they instead have decided to focus on eliminating the growing acceptance of homosexuality that is found in schools through anti-bullying training, gay friendly clubs,

boy its hot here on the second floor. we went back to the water park that we went to 3 weeks ago, altho last time it was all overcast and cold and this time it was helllof the sunny. its funny, the park is right on the beach, which is kindof strange when you think of it, but maybe not ( Read more... )

despite my nature of trying to cloak my mind in a fog, ive been forced lately to face some truths about myself, and it hasnt been fun. i guess its due to a lack of people around here that i relate to, i cant babble for hours the way i usually do. so i have to talk to myself, or something ( Read more... )