there's such a feeling of relief in being accepted by someone that you really care about, especially when its been so long since you really let someone in and even more so when every time you have let someone in they've only let you down. Iv definitely never felt so at home with myself, let alone with someone else. I had an awesome conversation ( Read more... )

I know I'm traumatized when I have nightmares of crashes and am on edge every time I'm in one.

guys think that girls love shopping oh so much. bull shit. second year going prom dress shopping and its really discouraging me to go next year. my boyfriends lucky i like em so much.

i wish i trusted people more easily.

things are really working out for the first time in a while. I really cant complain about anything since 08 started. Stuff with the divorce is finally clearing up and my dads becoming more then a dad and becoming my best friend. my brother and I made amends new years night and although and I like to party its becoming less of a life style now that ( Read more... )

iv realized im anything but normal.

Many events, both good and bad took place 07, and although the bad was incredibly unnecessary i cant say it was a bad year. I am, although, excited for 08. It definitely was a good end of the year and i cant really complain about anything right now ( Read more... )

i thought i was fine with my new living arrangements until yesterday.
i really could have done with out.

first day back at dq today.
naya and i are gonna flood it again :D

TeMP35T (7:52:48 PM): no thats the problem chantal if i had the chance to find someone like you who will giv eme the time of day i wouldnt let her go
TeMP35T (7:53:47 PM): and there arent many pp like that left
C h a n t i i x (7:54:20 PM): people like what?
TeMP35T (7:54:28 PM): plike you
TeMP35T (7:55:03 PM): caring opend minded sweet funny ( Read more... )

no more job, and im broke. :[