kabocha - pumpkin ( Read more... )

Hinx, minx, the old witch winks,
The fat begins to fry;
Nobody home but Jumping Joan,
Father, mother, and I.
Stick, stock, stone dead,
Blind man can't see;
Every knave will have a slave,
You or I must be he.

who remembers mother goose anymore?  only the fairest few favoured by the gods.  minds and memories made to mention uncorrupted antiquity; treated as ( Read more... )

i hate reading my old journals... its like in good morning vietnam, when everyone has to edit their stories so as to not piss off the higher ups. i have to read each one with a shaker full of salt... i remember the subtext... i cant believe i was that lame.
end transmission.

so out of nowhere, i wake up. i think the stresses of being surrounded by all the anger and bitterness of my former circle of friends is finally wearing off. i cant stand to be so emotional. seems im not the only one as im looking around here... alot of my old friends that dissapeared are all of the sudden online again, and all of us at the same ( Read more... )

getting so tired of this country... theres no excuse for a place with this much money to have a population that is so uneducated and globally ignorant. it looks like i'll be stuck here the rest of my life. Even among like-minded people, its a depressing thought. also realizing i'll never be really alone again, which is equally as depressing. If ( Read more... )

i have a good day, then later in that day it gets to the time when people expect things of me. often those things conflict (at least twice a week) and the result is I am stretched too thin. and im the one who has to deal cause im in the middle, and everyone around me couldnt posibly have any controll over their emotions. everyone has a stressful ( Read more... )

so KT and I called it off perminently... the whole conversation is really a blur to me, sober as i was, still a blurr ( Read more... )

my job takes alot of time and energy, not as much as some jobs, but the usual drama of small business. So i guess its time to start school again? KT has been pushing me to go back for a bit... now shes getting mean about it, and with the way shes been talking to me about religion, school and work, i dont think we will last. (KTs been convinced ( Read more... )

where art neuvou and porn walk hand in hand ( Read more... )

All things we know can be broken down to a simpler, if less understood,  form.  I understood this as an absolute truth becaause i havent found a single thing that doesnt apply.... even abstract concepts ( Read more... )