trying to make things right and trying to start things off right with honesty one might think is the good thing to do ( Read more... )

Grrr.. Why do i let people get to me.

IT's annoying as all hell, and you'd think i'd have learned by now.

For all you people out there who find little squishy things adorable.
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Doggie

FYI a man of my size only needs to chug 5 redbulls and in 1 hour will not be able to stand still for 2 hours.

I had a conversation tonight and it made me think. Just who am I ( Read more... )

Each day i am in this room i feel my life drain away. What this room and everything in it represented as such positive energy now is a polar opposite. the bed....staring at the empty pillow next to me..... picturing you there.......but i blink and there is just a void ( Read more... )

Poll Scadian Name

Well the time is here again ( Read more... )

Well there is peace at last. We went to the hospital at 3pm (PST) and the pastor from my moms church was there along with some of the congregation. We stayed there and they said some prayers (in spanish didnt know what the said). My stepfather broke down and was crying alot. I got to say my goodbyes as did my sister. At 3:55 they had us step out of ( Read more... )

Well as of yesterday. Her temp went from 101 to 96 and her blood pressure dropped from her normally high blood pressure of 170/80 to 80ish/40's and she is no longer helping the respirator to breathe. it is doing it by it's self. her pupils are fix at 8 (what ever the number is). in basic terms Her body is shutting down. she looks very peaceful and ( Read more... )