i dont really know if im in a god mood or not. Im not in a bad mood so i guess im in a good mood. thats a good thing ( Read more... )

well im updating, isnt it great. why is it when im acctually having fun,people automaticly think im high. do they think im incapable of being able to laugh if im not high. well your wrong. cause i can. and i did. has anyone ever made a list of things they want to get accompished before they turn a certain age. is it a good idea or will it just make ( Read more... )

How am I supposed to feel ( Read more... )

i hate being sick. well i dont think anyone likes being sick but i know i hate it. everytime i get sick i have a huge headache that makes it so i can barely walk with out feeling like im gonna fall over. but i think im a little better. well i think im a lot better, my headache is gone. thats the only thing that made me not be able to go to marnies ( Read more... )

i will right in this because at the moment i am really bored. its 2:14 and i am in my room. i am making raman noodles. i am hungry. dont know why i am telling you all this. but i am bored so its ok. i am also listening to music. i feel funny. and i dont think its cause im tired or bored. its more internal than that. oh well cant think cause it just ( Read more... )

im so happy and i say it truthfully this time. well not all the way happy but im not sure if i can be. you all can relate im sure. but things are better. hey brittni i have heathers # if you wanna hang out with her or just call her. well im out i love you all.

ok i will write in this thing still i guess. but about the good stuff. like the fact that im happy more now. im doing really good with home bound. and im acctually a little bit proud of myself.im happy things are atleast a little bit better between me and brittni( well it seems that way to me but she is good at pretending) and im not going to loose ( Read more... )

well it seems i cant write on this thing anymore. no matter what i write about people will say shit that doesnt even have to do with it. and those pills mom found i hadnt taken any since me and cody started going out. and you can blame matt for me having them he's the one who gave them to me. and yeah i cant say anything else i could tell you so ( Read more... )

i havent written in a few days. dont know what to write. not much i can write. all i have is a plan, and im not even sure how long it will take to achieve that plan. and i dont expect it to fix things. i dont expect anything anymore. i just wait and see what happens. maybe thats what changed. im sorry.
bye bye for now

im scared and i dont like it. the reason i dont like it is because im scared that trishia and adam are going to get back together. if that happens then me and her wont move in together. and i dont like it when they are together and i dont know why. to me it doesnt seem like they are the right people for each other. well atleast he isnt right for ( Read more... )