i told her i was updating my journal and she said " what about homework that needs to be updated too". i love her. i had a really weird dream last night. i kinda liked it. i wish it was real, or at least some of the people in it ( Read more... )

have you ever looked into someones soul ( Read more... )

i dont have much to say. i got paid today. twice. once for work and once for babysitting. i love kids. i cant wait till i get to babysit trishia's baby. im gonna be an aunt. YEAY!!!!!!!!!!! i really dont know what to write. im not even sure if i can write my poem for the day. im like, brain dead. i need insperation ( Read more... )

well i just found out some news. trishia is gonna have a baby. with adam. when i think about it, all i can do is smile. im happy for her. and see trish you can have kids. you were wrong. sweetie you know ill be there for you through it all, right? now for my poem of the day ( Read more... )

well lets see. i went to both of my g-ma's houses. i wish i could have gone wish trish. i wanted to see those kids agian. i love them so much and they arent even my siblings. i know that i wont ever be their sister in law like i had hoped to long ago, but i still want to be like a sister to them all. i love them so much, they are all so beautiful. ( Read more... )

what do you think it would look like if the black background i have was green and the green writting was black. i dont know. i dont know if i want to try it. n/e way i want to start writting a poem everyday, but sometimes i dont remember to. or i am just to brain dead from my day of nothing. i have a lot of homework. and im not as sad as i was the ( Read more... )

I've been doing so good. why do i have to start feeling this way agian. i hate it, i dont want to be empty inside. but its one of those things that nobody can stop. i want to run as far as i can, but i know it wont take away this feeling. i dont know why i just dont ignore this feeling, it will be gone in the morning anyway. but i havent felt it in ( Read more... )

i like my little picture,dont you? i think he's cute. and on a totally different subject, who needs that warm feeling that you love someone. and that they love you back. i know i dont. i hate that feeling. i just want to stab it. i hope i never fall ilove agian. i wrote a poem yesterday and i like it a lot tell me if you like it,too ( Read more... )

so not much has been going on. im going to school and work. i was only late for work once so far. thats good. and i dont think they were mad at me. If i get paid today im going out to eat. i hope i get paid. i want money. thats about all. bye bye for now.........dot

well im bored is anyone else. i have to do home work but im on here. i know i'll be in trouble. i will do it when i get off of here. i promise, if i dont and anyone finds out they can kick my ass. hows that. well the rachael bitch acctually trusts jesse. i mean how can she be so blind. i know i was once but thats because i loved him. i mean does ( Read more... )