well i hope all of you have had a wonderful day. cause mine was completly fucked. nothing bad happened. except that i wanted to go with trish to see her sisters. i totally forgot about it. if i knew i wouldnt have gone to brittni's moms. i wanted to see them. i miss them. i miss trishia too. alot. maybe thats why im in this mood. i dont know what ( Read more... )

well it seems the ppl at work dont really like me. or they are just that poor. today was the only day this week that the had me work. it was only 5 hours and the still let me of 15 minutes early. 15 fucking minutes, they couldnt give me 15 minutes. either they hate me( i think they do) or they just are that cheap and dont want to pay me. its ( Read more... )

im lost. i dont know what is going on. i dont know what is going on between brian and britt. it has always been them i dont know how much things will change. but as ppl say, "if nothing ever changed then there would be no butterflies". so i guess change can be good. but will it be in this senario ( Read more... )

im happy right now. arent you. no? well i am. hehehe fun times. it is the 20th of april. and im happy. cant you tell. i might go see a movie. but that seems not so fun. well it is fun. but i have a short attention span. not good. i want to do mindless things on the interweb.its much fun.i just want to drive around or sit around. i like to just ( Read more... )

i made my mind up. i just wont care anymore, about ne thing. i give up. i dont care if anything happens now. i want all of it to come and find me. i want it to beat me to hell. i will call all the worst things that can happen,"hail" i want the hail to come and find me, beat me, and kill me. just come and get me. i want to be in a hail storm now. i ( Read more... )

i dont want to be in my life. i want to wake up. help me wake myself up. i dont want this anymore. i want something to wake up to. but i dont have that. everyone else seems like they have what they want. or if they dont then they have something to back up what they dont want that they have. or they dont have what they want because they dont want ( Read more... )

im sitting here, and im kinda high but not much anymore. i went to denny's and got food. it was yummy. we played games. and i won. hahahahahahahaha, matt lost. he tire to make a paper football but failed horribly. so i did it better. haha. i got my cheese cake finaly. but no blue berry typing. that made it not as good ,still good just not as good. ( Read more... )

well it shouldnt make a difference but i know it will. theres this guy i like now, and if a friend has a problem with it im not going to date him. i dont even know if he wants to date me cause he hasnt asked me out. if he doesnt then agian i will be back where i started. but if he does, and the friend does have a problem with it, i dont know, i ( Read more... )

hello all, just thought i would tell you all something....I LOVE YOU GUYS. hehe arent i silly. but no really, im just bored. i hope denny's closes for remodeling soon, i want my tounge peirced. i have to wait till they close so i will be able to talk ok by the time i have to go back to work. plus so they wont notice as much, cause im not really ( Read more... )

how the hell did i start caring agian. i dont want to care. all it does is hinder me from living my life. im just getting back on track, and all its gonna do is make me want to give up agian. and i cant let that happen. but when my heart wants to give up there is nothing my brain can do to make it keep going. i fucking hate feeling alone. well not ( Read more... )