i am writting this while i have a kitty on my arm. its a little hard to type but i'll make due. i love her. she's my kitty her name is lucifer. pretty huh? she seems to be watching me type. or she's just stairing at things. anyway, i have my computer back well i hope anyway. my brother fixed it but he might have to do it agian. oh well atleast i ( Read more... )

its 5:00 in the morning and its new years day. i should be having fun but insted im sitting at home writting in my live journal. not really that fun when im high and sad so yeah it sucks. i should be happy its a new year but no i was asleep when it turnned midnight. i wanted to stay up and be happy and forget the bad thing start freash but i was ( Read more... )

how am i supposed to say im sorry. there are no excuses for how i've changed. she doesnt deserve how im treating her. i think the way she see's it is that i only want to be around her as a saftey friend for when trishia isnt around. but thats not it. its just that.....shit i dont even know what it is. i dont know why i've been acting like this. it' ( Read more... )