( Talk To Me About Death )

Nah, i'm not really drunk. I mean it's only 11! Haha, okay not funny. But anways

HAPPY TURKEY DAY, ALL!

i know, it's a pretty stupid holiday only made to get people excited for chirstmas, but that's okay because we can still be thankful for stuff. Trust me, all of you who live in Naperthrill, you have a HELL OF A LOT to be thankful for and ( Read more... )

this sucks. right so i was out searching for communites because i got bored and i came across this early ninetys community and found out that Jonathan Brandis (that kid from "The Neverending Story II" and "It" and "Ladybugs") died on the 12th. Yes, that was a while ago, but i was not aware of this until now. He killed himself ( Read more... )

Just came back from the mall with Jamie, Nick and Alex (well alex didn't come until later but oh well). it was pretty fun. I bought the cutest thong (yeah, im sure EVERYONE wanted to know that ^_^) and a doll for my giving tree baby and some earrings and rings and I definatly DIDNT get shoelaces for Healy *wink wink* (ill be giving those to you ( Read more... )

yes, it did. rained all day today. it was a fabulous day. i'm in desperate need of techno songs. i have the overwhelming urge to just get up and dance. i know exactly what i want for christmas/my birthday. and the song that my brother downloaded *see previous entry*, is the shit. oh and plus, i must get superman skivvies. if you see them in the ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like im not wanted. like i don't fit in and people are sick of hanging around me. maybe its just the parinoia, but that's how i feel sometimes. it's completely irrational but it's not like i can just quit feeling like that ( Read more... )

this layout sucks. i wish i had my old red one with the cool stars. meh that's what sucks about change. you think you're getting something good, something new and different that will be better than what you had before, but most of the time, its bad and then you wish you'd kept what you had. meh all that because i was missing my old layout ( Read more... )

had a little inspiration last night while i was trying to sleep, so i wrote a poem. not to sound like a complete jerk, but im actually sort of proud of this one, although im sure it can be revised and changed and whatnot and made better. There are parts of me in there, but its not about me so don't get that idea into your heads. But anways, enough ( Read more... )

this is the second time i've written something in my journal and deleted the post. for some reason, everything i write seems really stupid. especially this.

I'm such a procrastinator. I'm writing this in part so that i won't have to do my homework.

Someone must buy me the Empire Records DVD ( Read more... )

lips spread into a smile
and eyes sparkle indefinatly
the laugh echos off the walls
returning to the ears of those around crystal clear;
the laugh of a pixie, one too
happy for this world

don't you ever feel the need to
scream?
or cry?
how can you laugh in the face of all this
our imperfect world ( Read more... )