Here I am playing gt4 in my basement and all I can think of is a conversation I had with emily LIKE 4 hours ago. It was staint patricks day and i didnt even drink how fucking gay is that im irish and I didnt drink on staint patricks day. But anyway yeah I told emily how I still love her and she actually sounded like she did too. She told me how she ( Read more... )

It is a normal day when my friends are home. We are going to get together at 8:35 when we had the whole day now is when we deside to hang out. Then there is all this talk about Emily yesturday from almost all of my friends. All I could think about was her and Im sick of it. Also I dont know where I should go to college at in the fall go back to WVU ( Read more... )

So anyway to a friends house at 3 oclock in the morning and I hear this really load alarm noise so at first im like its a car and forget about it but then im going down the road and i really can hear it so im like its see what it is to my friend and then a cop pulls up the same time i did and i was like shit and i just went by them and I was like ( Read more... )

Finally my friends are slowly making there way back to eastpointe for spring break things are looking up for me as of late. I really im having my own problems in my mind and soul but things ae looking up finally. I will have some fun get drunk at least once and just have a great time. Like right now im at a friends stealing his internet for my own ( Read more... )

Doesnt she know she has me by her side ( Read more... )

Well i found out that emily's not coming to detoit. She has a boyfriend and chose him over me obvisiously so I have nothing. I have given up on the basement and now all i have is myself in the dark. I have lost her just like i lose everything damn it.I guess i should have known but i was blind hoping that she would chose me but she didnt. I will ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being in love every morning since i have left i wake up and the first thing i think of is Emily. She haunts me everyday but i really dont kind but it is getting old. I still dont know if she can come to Detroit which I really want her to come so maybe i can get some answers. I have to get my applications done soon or there wont be ( Read more... )

Im going slowly insane with insomnia everyday i get up earlier and earlier and my sleep gets more and more shallow and im constantly tired thoughout the day. Also it looks like emily is going to be coming to Detroit city for spring break to see me which is fucking awesome. I really dont know why she is but thats a whole nother story. I have the ( Read more... )

I have been getting over the failures of my life since i came home form college. I have failed myself and my family and hurt some of my closest friends when i left college. So i have been going through my life as of lates and i understand why i have failed and its not cuz im stupid or its to hard it was cuz of y laziness and my lack of caring for ( Read more... )

Ahhh I'm using this to get stuff off my mind. This girl and I have been friends since band camp at college and just a couple of days ago something happened between us so I let her know how i felt (which is I love her) but she is like i care for you but not that much your my best friend tank and who knows maybe when you come back and you have your ( Read more... )