have you ever had a moment where it doesn't matter how many "way out's" you've used you can still hurt. i don't understand it. it still fuckin hurts. i can remember everything. ya know being lead on, used ya know the usual. god i hate him so fuckin much right now. i give up on bein happy

OK it's official i think i'm just going to give up on this warren thhing b/c i don't see the point. i mean if he likes me great if he wants to date that's even better but as far as i am concerned i'm open to options. all i know is this... if he wants me he better get on the ball b/c i'm looking. though it will break my heart to get a boyfriend and ( Read more... )

How do you tell someone that you love them? I mean i think i really do and kills me that i can't tell him, i don't want anything to change b/w us. *sigh* i feel weird when i'm around him he makes me soooo happy. when he touches me as he passes by me i feel so much at peace. is it love when you want to spend every waking moment w/ a person. i don't ( Read more... )

warren is still single yay!!! lol yeah i need a life. i need to get over this kid. it's really frustrating b/c i know he doesn't like me like that and i'm begining to think maybe i don't either. maybe i just really like how he treats me and i should leave it alone. all i do know is i'm gonna leave it alone and stay his friend. he's too fast when he ( Read more... )

How can i be so stupid.... to actually think that Warren cared about me more than a friend. i dunno maybe it was the fact that he wanted to see me everyday, the fact that he is taking me to the Read House, or when he sang to me while playing guitar (doesn't do this often mind you),....or maybe just maybe it was when he held me and looked into my ( Read more... )

well considering no one reads this damn thing, i guess ican say whatever i want. i'm sooo damn confused. i guess i am running from my probs. if i'm not out somewhere i am using other methods to keep me from thinking. but do you blame me. i haven't dated someone for over 9 months now. yeah yeah, i know some people have been longer, but ya know it ( Read more... )

When i am down, he raises me up.
When i am hurt, he wipes away the tears.
It is in his loving eyes that i find my salvation...
But does he see it too?
I wade in insecurity, hoping..no praying,
That our hearts will become one.
I think about him and my every whim...soars.
You would think... i could tell him.

i don't get it man. warren has totally pissed me off i can't believe something that he told me. but for the sake of the rest of his friends i won't say. but anyways, i'm pissed and really fucking hurt. i adore this kid, he's like my best friend but he seriously needs to realize that he treats us (me,josh, and candice) like crap. i wasn't gonna talk ( Read more... )

ok here we go. i like warren and it's killing me. i mean god!!! the biggest prob is that i like warren for who he's going to grow up to be. have you ever spent so much time with a person that you can see this really cool person dying to be let out??? well,that's how it is w/ warren. he's really freaking cool when he's around me, he's...grown up so ( Read more... )

Warren suggested that this wa sgood representation of some of my situations ( Read more... )