God uesterday and today really suck. zach (my ex) told me he was trying to date some other chick and i was trying not to cry when he asked me how to get her to like him. well, i just couldn't take it b/c in the midst of the conversation some thing were said and so i went nuts. i threatened to find her ass and kill her. I mean i know i wouldn't but ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! THE BIG 18

My friend warren has no common sense b/c his ex is stringing him along so bad. if i ever meet this bitch i'm gonna hit her. she gave warren the other part to the crow ring set and they were gonna start going back out after she went to prom her friend but now she's tellin him that she doesn't think it's a good idea b/c she never sees her friends ( Read more... )

dude i'm bored. every has their pics back but i don't dare put mine on the internet. i wish there was something to do while waiting fo lee and amanda to get home. everyone is still talking about how the prom sucked so much ass. it's quite amusing if you ask me. lol i think i might talk to warren and remind him i still ahve 2 things of silly string ( Read more... )

tonight was prom. the actuall prom itself sucked but the bowling was great and so was the food. we've all gotta do that again. I guess warren chickened out and decided not to get online lol. na just j/k with ya warren. anyways it was fun. i'm trying to decide whether or not i'm gonna go to bed or just stay up and go to work. oh well.ttyl ( Read more... )

I WISH SOMEONE COULD KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON IN MY HEAD AND SAY “OH, YEAH I UNDERSTAND!!!” “LEMME HELP YA!!!!” BUT SHIT WILL NEVER WORK OUT THAT WAY!!!!

Public - 9:20 PM

i'm sitting here thinking why? the world is going so fast that i'm wondering if there is an imaginary lever to get it to slow down. i guess i'm scared grow up. i'm turning 18, graduating. but i think the one thing that scares me the most is being alone. it hurts so much. i'm afraid to open up. every relationship i've had had turned me into such a ( Read more... )

I just got back from walking with warren he was "thrilled" to see me. i mean i like the kid and all but he seriously needs to get his priorities striaght. does he wanna date Carly or does he want amanda. i used to LIKE him like a little crush and all but again things aren't as they appear. and no offense to warren or anything but love sick puppies ( Read more... )

damn i'm tired. amanda just left so i think i'm gonna sit here and write. she and i discovered a lot yesterday. warren has a mad crush on her and he seriously needs to learn how to "swoon" her i guess you can say. and of course i was the 3rd wheel, as usual. not amanda's fault really. i don't know though, think of it this way. you have friend ( ( Read more... )

I was just sitting here thinking... there is no such thing as love. what people think is love really is the feeling taht they can fuck the other person w/o feeling bad afterwards. mind you that's why i haven't given up my virginity. i don't see the point. people just suck. society just walks around hoping that they will fall in "love" when all this ( Read more... )