someone kill me now. grr some shit goin on in my head that i wanna put down but i can't ttyl

dude i'm freakin so bad right now i'm not sure why but if i had some speed right now there would be a party. but then again there would be other things too. (inside joke) i can't wait 19 days until my b-day i am soooo getting drunk. there was something i was going to say but nvm i can't remember. god i need to get high or something i can't stand ( Read more... )

tonight was fun and all but i still feel like shit. oh well, what do i do? i don't think i'm ever gonna figure it out. maybe sitting here moping i might find some answers. ttyl

I was talking with Lee today and I was really bummin i couldn't handle some stuff that was goin on so I asked him "when have you ever seen me happy?" He just looked at me and said "you're not gonna want to hear this, but you were happy when you were with Garin." That just really really really sucks. i don't know why, he was an asshole. but what can ( Read more... )

today was ok and all, warren and i walked all over the place. but then lee was talking to me and told me that he doesn't like me. i mean i wouldn't expect him to but i guess if you tell anyone that someone doesn't like them it hurts their feelings. that's about it. ttyl

well, turns out Little Zach got a g/f so naturally i'm not going to prom with him but my friend Warren asked me. he soooo cute so i'm excited to say the least. he can sing too. kudos to him. I'll probably write more later but for right now i have thing i gotta do. ttyl

Well,it's official i don't have a date for prom. Little Zach just recently got back with his ex. Damn what the hell is wrong with me. oh well,it never fails. something has to go wrong everytime. this sucks ass. i'm not gonna go to prom. i don't see the point, i have no date and i have no friends. the people who want to go with me are bad influences ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in the seventh circle of hell: Web Page Design with Mrs. Kil-Whore. I can't stand this woman. Warning: in a bitchy mood. I'm actually in a good mood i just feel like bitchin. NEways, nothin new here just boots. Blah BLah i hate blondes. i dunno just tryin to pass time. Oh yeah, i was talking to this guy from canada he's pretty cool. It ( Read more... )

I think i'm just going to go back to the way that i was, secluded, and completely antisocial. I'm just so sick of people now. I just don't get along with people, i'm either too hyper or too boring. So personally i give up. I'm getting my new boots today so that should make up for this shitty day. there's nothing a new pair of shoes can't fix. i'm ( Read more... )

I am in such a bad f*ckin mood. I woke up this morning and discovered that I am fatter b/c i can't fit in my favorite pants, and i really really really hate my job. I soooo want to quit. I am so sick of people "babysitting" me just screw everyone. I just don't know. i think i might lose it with someone today. i have a feeling that it's gonna be mrs ( Read more... )