I do not read the news. I used to make a habit of keeping up on it everyday. Then I realized it was just adding to my depression. Let me put it this way, the news is primarily concerned with two topics. Bad news, like disasters, etc, and politics. Neither are good for my stress levels ( Read more... )

Over the past years, this journal has fallen into disrepair. I imagine it like a summer cottage, gathering cobwebs and dust, still basking in the glow on the fond memories that happened there, but slowly becoming decrepit and falling apart. No regrets, no grief, but still sight is both forlorn and cheering ( Read more... )

Well, first, LJ crashed for hours due to a data center power failure. They fixed it within a reasonable amount of time, although I still have serious issues with what is happening in the ljbiz community and the restrictions and methods they are talking about ( Read more... )

My vehicle went in for an oil change and check up as it smelled of gas after my long drive home. Needs a new fuel filter and hose ($50). Also, they noticed a clanking while turning, they traced it to the axle, where it meets the engine housing, and apparently some rubber piece there has deteriorated after the 13 years of having the van, imagine ( Read more... )

Totally going to see this: http://www.blacksheep-themovie.com/

I am still here, and I am also still a functional, living human being. Why don't I post more often? Simple, it takes a lot of effort. The way my depression works, I find it hard to motivate myself to do things that only have marginal interest in that require effort. It's a daily struggle. I have a lot of time with my thoughts these days, ( Read more... )

Interesting meme, cut because it is somewhat large:

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I just want some one to say to me ( Read more... )

Today has been a large struggle to try and convince myself that I am a worthwhile human being with potential. Isn't depression fun ( Read more... )

This little applet is pretty intriguing. I'm current an ocelot after my original input. However, after you make your decisions, it can change my animal that represents me. Kind of interesting. Mess with it, but be honest!

Edit: WTF, why am I a mouse now. I liked it when I was a fox for a while.

Editx2: ok, back to cat again.