So the cycle begins, it's very frustrating. My stomach is growling loudly but I'm too nauseous to try and eat anything. At the same time I know that if I don't eat anything I'll just make myself more sick. It's an upsetting conundrum. : / I've been having some pretty extreme ups and downs the last two days but thankfully nothing near the last time ( Read more... )

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 It's a strange and awful place when you realize you've just disappointed everyone on both sides of an argument to which there is no conceivable happy solution ( Read more... )

 Each morning they rose to ravish the land and each night, before repose, they ravished one another. Eve’s belly grew wider, her voice deeper as she cried out in pain. He had witnessed birth countless times among the creatures of this world, but none of them were as animal as this. Her body was a temple of sweat and blood. Her fragile neck and ( Read more... )

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 "...those who think that the Jared Loughner’s of the world are bred and not born that way, that the problem starts with married couples, then families, then, well, married couples and families, those who still think that how we have sex, and with whom we have sex, and whether we have children, and how many children we have, and whether we let them ( Read more... )

On a slightly more light-hearted note: Angel went to the vet today for the first time in 10 years. I expected him to be a little asshole about it but apparently he was a very good boy. He has a little gum infection so he needs to take some antibiotics and next week he needs to get his teeth cleaned. Silly kitty cat. =^o^=

Perhaps it’s because I work for a Christian television station and have to transcribe weekly religious sermons, but I find myself thinking more and more about religion in general and Christianity in particular. I come from a position that is foreign to most of my peers here at the station and certainly different from those of the pastors who have ( Read more... )

I have not updated my journal in ages. And, of course, most of my last few updates were horrendously depressing. So, in celebration of having someone new to read my writings, I am posting this. Hello Livejournal! I can't say I've missed you much but that's only because I view you as a forum in which to express those pitiful emotions and ( Read more... )

I... I can't believe that. Today was ok. I felt legitimately ok for the first time in weeks. I was even able to eat lunch without throwing up. Granted my doctor's appointment and subsequent tests were the most horrible to date and involved me crying in the waiting room and nearly peeing on the gurney. But that's ok. Then I get home. And my father ( Read more... )