Why does it seem, when one aspect of your life is going really well, that every other aspect conspires against you? Why can't the cosmos simply let me enjoy one thing, without throwing a dozen nasty things to block my path ( Read more... )

There's nothing quite like kicking off the holiday with the death of a family member. On Monday my father told me, snidely and unemotionally, that my uncle Yves died. When I stood there for a moment, in a bit of shock, he grunted and said "That's it." Then turned back to his computer. Had Timmy not been sleeping in my room, I may possibly have ( Read more... )

I must admit, I never thought I'd be able to orgasm from penetrative sex. I'm rather glad that I can. It's really quite amazing sharing such a vulnerable moment while being as close as physically possible ( Read more... )

Bah. I'm irritated. I think at this point the slightest provocation would set me off into a full blown rage. I'm not sure where this is coming from but I pity the next person to talk to me... I have no idea what I'm going to do tonight... I don't know what I feel up to doing but I don't relish the idea of sitting alone in my stuffy room playing ( Read more... )

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I am troubled. I'm deeply irritated. I don't feel like dealing with the reasons why. It's hard to be in denial when you're totally aware of the problems ( Read more... )

Indeed. Je suis triste. Pourquois? I figured the third person approach would be the best because I promised not to contact you again. Bradford. I miss you. I could kick myself for it. But I miss you. I miss our long talks and our strange connection. When I think about possible events in the future and not experiencing them with you, it pains me. I ( Read more... )

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You have no idea how wonderful you are. I feel safe when I'm with you, even when I'm a shaking, crying mess. You see right through me and it's terrifying and wonderful at the same time. I'm fragile. I'm overly emotional. But I can be patient. Just be patient with me.

You're asleep by now. Rest well. And dream of jalapeno flip flops.

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