I have come to realize that I live in an era that lacks exuberance...nothing real exciting happens in the world anymore...if it does, it either is enjoyed by the well-off or my version of fun does not exist anywhere near...I hope it all changes this summer, I have bigger plans...bigger and better...cliché...Today I saw about three of the most well ( Read more... )

More than ever do I feel the desire to move away...the prospect of moving to Spain sends shivers down my spine and not to mention England...I want to get ready during the summer and see what I can accomplish...there are still a lot of scholarships I must apply to, all with the dread of having to write essays...the university I want to enter is ( Read more... )

When I thought that things were going to get better, they only got worse...only to my disappointment did I find nothing more than disillusionment rather than fulfilled desires...I am not giving up, I know this is only temporary...there are always other things that bring joy to my heart...I just couldn't bear that feeling of sinking beyond hope...it ( Read more... )

So this is my last post before graduating from high school...I reflect upon the years full of memories...I will miss this year...it was the year when my "bubble" completely broke and exploded in the faces of my enemies...it was a fun year which I will never forget...no more drama, no more deadlines, no more bullshit...I'm glad to finally break ( Read more... )

was a very emotional day...it was the last day of regular school which just made me want to miss it...I hate growing up, mostly because people you got to know will no longer be around because now they have a life of their own...I hope that none of the friends I made forget about the few memories that still linger...high school is a pain...I'll miss ( Read more... )

I just came to realize that I'm a fucking whore!
Seriously.
Tonight was fun doing the photo shoot.
She came out wonderful.
I can't wait for the final product.

Tomorrow is senior awards night...I was invited because I might get an award, but chances are that I won't...there's no point in going anyway...people are just gonna go to show off their scholarships and stuff, nothing I would be missing big on...if I do end up getting an award I could always just get it from the office...besides I don't think a ( Read more... )

AP Psych test was so easy!!! Holy shit...I studied endlessly for that thing...and the best thing is that most of the stuff I had reviewed on during first period was on the test ( Read more... )

If only you left me the fuck alone!
I can't stand your ass!!!
Fuck off!
Like it isn't fucking obvious who is talking shit!
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That Truth Box, people think it's anonymous, only to their surprise that there's a loophole...not so anonymous anymore, is it?!?!

So tomorrow is the AP Lit Exam I have been studying all of yesterday and most of today, from what I've seen it will be a big kill...I just want it all to be over, I will try my best in showing those snobby college professors what I'm capable of, but then there's also a variable to take into account, that being my anxiety...which might just as well ( Read more... )