I woke up a year older nothing feels different, except that I realized how many things I am now able to do and some which I can't. I don't really worry about it much. It's just part of growing up.

Other than that I'm excited for next Sunday, another trip on my own...yay!!!

I have rekindled a fire which has stayed dormant for the last couple of months and now it is stronger than ever. It is time to make that change, that which has been waiting for the longest time. I am tired. Something needs to be done. Down with the bullshit. Deceit and bigotry are the last things I want in my dish. I don't hate you for your ( Read more... )

Today I had to go to the Photography store to pick up some film and I was just looking around to see what I would buy, I came out empty handed...except for that free roll of film...then I went to another store to get some stuff that I "needed" and again I came out empty handed...I just found myself making a lot of sacrifices when spending my money ( Read more... )

So right now everyone is having a dance off, well most of the seniors and juniors that is...I don't really regret going, I thought I would, but it's just another insignificant event...there are bigger events in life, like the birth of a newborn or graduating college or moving away for good, which I'm hoping will happen real soon...I am yet to apply ( Read more... )

It was one of the most amazing things ever...walking through buildings all on my own...walking for miles nonstop...I would do it again...ready for some real accomplishments ( Read more... )

I so tired from walking so much yesterday...so I took a bus all by myself to downtown San Diego and when I got there I had to take another bus to get to Balboa Park, two freaking hour ride...when i got off the bus Katie yells out my mine from inside Stephanie's car...it was so weird seeing her so far away from home...she said they were going to see ( Read more... )

You fucking wanker idiots...how I detest your kind...burn in hell, roll in pig shit, shoot yourselves in the face, for all I'll care. Get your own fucking life ( Read more... )

I hate feeling this way...this sort of thing worsens especially when you have OCD...I just don't know how to deal with this growing obsession...there must be a way to suppress it just how I have been doing it in the last couple of months, fuck!!! It hasn't happened in ages and it just pops out of nowhere...when least expected...what the fuck is ( Read more... )

I wonder if I will ever experience heart wrenching grief, even when I don't want to think about it, the thought always comes to mind...I don't think I will ever cry for anyone, I rather die before everyone...I always look at people and wonder how they dealt with their parents' deaths and their siblings'...only a fraction of our generation will live ( Read more... )

I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED ( Read more... )