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Huh...
Hello, old posts. Wow, look at how completely nuts I was. But fuck that shit, I'm smarter now, no more treating simple infatuation like love for me ( Read more... ) -
Ugh.
This whole damn situation is driving my mind wildly in several opposing directions. Doubt has floated along like a giant stormcloud, parked on my face, and raped it. Is what I'm thinking about this girl creepy and wrong? If so, how the hell did I get here? If not, will it even serve me well anyway? I've heard so many warnings about what I'm doing, ( Read more... ) -
Tough stuff.
First, since I've already been posting about it so much...
I feel like these next days talking to her are going to be fucking crucial. I need to mind what I say so I'm not too smothering or nosey. I have a feeling she wants some distance. I'll give her some time where I'm just the 'good friend' but not the 'great friend.'
Second order of business, ( Read more... ) -
She was, is, and will be...
Perfect. I love her still. I wasn't really 'dumped,' because she's better than that ( Read more... ) -
My first girlfriend.
Yep. I got one. It's great. I know I've got one because she referred to herself as my girlfriend. I don't know what I did to make it work, but that doesn't even matter right now. I'm the luckiest guy I know. My jealous brothers will probably try and bring me down with some 'first girlfriend never lasts' BS, but it won't get to me. Nothing's going ( Read more... ) -
My fandom.
It's past 4:30am. I'm not close to tired. Nobody else to talk to. You know what that means? That means it's time to write about MEEEEE ( Read more... ) -
Everything is right with my world.
I never would have thought I could turn this around. I never would have imagined I could have been forgiven for what I'd done. I imagined wrong ( Read more... ) -
School.
I go to community college. Pretty great, eh ( Read more... ) -
Firsts
This past Sunday was my first ren faire. That was serious fun right there. I was invited by a lovely couple just getting into their thirties and hanging out with them was like hanging out with my Austin bro and his wife, which was something that was already cool, now made better with the bonus of knowing new people. I am addicted to faires now. ( Read more... ) -
Meeting Friends
What makes a good host, or a good guest, when both parties are away from home? Tonight I was the latter, and the experience was just as awkward as when I would be invited into my brother's friends' homes a few years ago. I was invited by a girl who had a boyfriend and brought him too. They were a relatively new couple, so just as I assumed the ( Read more... )