"Yeah, no problem. I'll just talk to you later I suppose" I said into the phone, holding my breath. I tried to hide the disappointment in my voice, but I knew I wasn't doing a very good job ( Read more... )

I was walking along the sidewalk, and I noticed someone who looked vaguely familiar. At first I just glanced and looked away, but when I looked back the boy I was looking at broke into a smile and pointed at me. It was him, and I had barely recognized him in his winter garb ( Read more... )

All I want is to stop being a person who isn't respected by others ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really don't like me.

I most often find that I don't get along with myself when I read my journals.

I don't like this journal anymore. I'm trying not to delete it all again.

I am the world's most experienced procrastinator ( Read more... )

I WANT TO STOP TALKING ABOUT MY EX-BOYFRIENDS ( Read more... )

When I come home, I feel as if everything stands still. My growth, my maturity, my dreams, my life. Everything just freezes, and I watch out the window as the world swirls by. I can't seem to touch it, even when I press my fingers against the glass. I watch, and long to leave, but my attention is soon diverted back to the room full of friends, ( Read more... )

All my life I've been changing. Growing, maturing, learning from my mistakes and my faults. Every time I reach a new stage of development, I look back and despise the nakedness of who I was. I read things I used to write, I see the way I used to think, and I become ashamed of who I was and grow to love who I have become even more. Logic tells me ( Read more... )

I cross my arms, trying to prevent the escape of my insecure thoughts. I hold myself, attempting to hold myself in. I look at the ground when you look at me, and hope without eye contact you can't really see me. As I dress and brush my hair, it's all I can do to keep from screaming. Do you know what it feels like to be ugly? Do you know what it's ( Read more... )

I dream of maturity and self dependence. I yearn for growth and understanding, acceptance and knowledge, wisdom and inspiration ( Read more... )