everything is so melodramatic. it appeals to me.

no, i want to listen to it, okay?

does a piece of work about racial tension and condition of african americans in baltimore have less merit if it is by a caucasian-american artist? furthermore, is it less effective overall to the general public ( Read more... )

boundaries

emotional garbage? i am, at this moment, doing with lj what i can never do with my work, and that is complete and total crap, the complete expression of self and nothing else, with no intent to benefit anybody but myself, and i realized that this is my abstract expressionistic outlet because her voice in my head that says "don't let them do this to ( Read more... )

oh lord. car accidents. being numb. running down a block. talking to the sky with hope. running out of v8 again. finally screaming.

my idea of rock bottom includes prostitutes, extreme amounts of fur, heavy whisky and a needle through my labia.

oh man. i am hot stuff. really hot stuff.

charge it, point it, zoom it, press it, snap it, work it, quick -erase it, write it, cut it, paste it, save it, load it, check it, quick - rewrite it, plug it, play it, burn it, rip it, drag it, drop it, zip - unzip it, lock it, fill it, call it, find it, view it, code it, check - unlock it, surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it, cross it, crack ( Read more... )

this wasn't supposed to happen. and quite frankly, i'm kind of pissed about it.