ora che si fa?

that was NOT meant to be profound. it's just crap. it's all crap.

crawls into the curve of my ear and whispers catacombs of delight until i find the blood in my veins.
crawls away and i drip out of myself, forming a murky puddle on the corner of st. paul's and 33rd.

i'm sitting at school pretending to do college apps on a saturday morning. i am supposed to be in a state of rahjas but i'm not feeling the hectic activity that i'm supposed to be feeling as a result of these apps. or any specific quality of being, i'm just being. on the verge of satva, rather on the verge of leaving it since i was in such a ( Read more... )

beyvan and i just had this discussion about inspiration and politics and global issues. and i guess we were lamenting the apathy in the world, and how we couldn't identify with it. i feel like if i didn't work towards some progression, towards imrpoving something in the world around me, there just wouldn't be any point in living, if that makes ( Read more... )

Longtime customers wed at Wal-Mart ( Read more... )

we are all just so silly... *sigh*. i include myself in that statement, hence the "we ( Read more... )

i was going to delete the entry below but there's no reason to censor expression even if it is in drunken stupor. nobody's mad at me, though i did apparently scare the shit out of someone. for a good reason though. the beach was great. there was no responsibility greater than rinsing off before entering the house and throwing away paper plates. ( Read more... )

still @ the beach. i've had an incredible time, tonight notwithstanding. i think someone's mad at me? am so wasted. last night was like a beer commercial only better, more real. feel like i want to cry but not in a sad way. in a what the hell was i thinking? way. i fucked som ethings up. metihnsk. ahhhhhhhhh the affects of whateve ri putinto my ( Read more... )

so my phone is up and running again, but i lost all of the numbers. call me so i can add you in. so far, i only have home/mom/dad/danny/tony. if you are not on that list, better hit me up.
443.695.2231