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thoughts
What's with being blown off and not getting answers to text messages??? i just want mine and sierra's stuff back. i am not texting him to get back together, go out to eat or anything like that. my daughter needs her bed, i need my stuff and especially my washer/dryer. i work a job where i need to be professionally dressed, and on a limited ( Read more... ) -
life
I love my new job!!!! it's absolutely fabulous... Make my own schedule, no nights, weekends or holidays. Drive my own car everywhere, so I am completely comfortable. A TON of physical exercise, meeting people and seeing things others don't get to see. I love it enuff to take the civil service exam for it. My supervisor Kate is great ( Read more... ) -
tonight
i lay here, sierra's arm wrapped around my waist snuggled up against my back, and ponder a few things. the first being the fact that my little girl worships me. and i wonder why.... my life's a mess. jaded from men, trust issues, cant maintain a relationship, broke, living with my 'rents, pregnant w/out the baby's daddy involved, wronged her ( Read more... ) -
my head...
my head is so fucked up!!!!! i wish i could get in there, root around and clean the shit out of it!!! the negativity, the mistrust, the insecurities, the issues, the jealousy, the anger, and mostly the stupidity. these things haunt me daily!!! i can't figure out why.... where it all came from, and how come i can't rid myself of it all. i have ( Read more... ) -
sadness
It's 8:18pm, and I am sitting on my bed while Sierra watches Disney channel, thinking about things. I am sad for several reasons. The first being she graduates from pre-school tomorrow, the second reason is the CONSTANT strife with my Dad, sister and Mom. Third is my sister's getting married again tomorrow and Sierra and I already made plans to ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Banished to Space.
Sierra and food. i could bring Don... but only if Sierra and food come first!!! ;) -
struggles
my struggles seem numerous these days. trying to find a job, adjust to living back with mom and dad again, being pregnant with a baby who's daddy and i barely speak, trying to pay bills with no job, getting used to a new beau. these struggles challenge me every day... i wish there was a way i could overcome them soon. don, the new beau wants me ( Read more... )