What do you do when you have so many feelings bottled up inside and there is no way to let them out? How can I put these feelings to rest? I have tried to put these feelings to rest but I can't (for whatever reason). I just want what I am going through to be over, one way or another. I know what I am feeling and I know what the right thing to ( Read more... )

For some reason I keep having a story that's in my head...

'...The way that she looked, the way her perfume smelled so sweetly, the way that she made him feel... it was all perfect. As he looked into her eyes he realized that he was truly seeing her for the first time. It was on that night that he remembered what really matters in life. It was ( Read more... )

Six years ago today I met you... we spent the whole night together, talking. I missed doing that. The past couple of days have been a blast. They've made the past 6 months seem so far away. I have missed you ( Read more... )

"The Gift"Hold me now I need to feel relief ( Read more... )

It's kinda funny how things just kinda happen, isn't it? "We said our goodbyes, I don't need her anymore," Right?

Was I wrong?

Time will tell, right?

Well, it's been a minute since I have updated this thing. A lot has happened and a lot has stayed the same. I was right... the whole Kristin saga is over. I don't know if I can even call her a friend... I guess its the price we have to pay for happiness. I am kinda upset that we don't really talk anymore but hey, its for the best right ( Read more... )

Every time I make the effort to update this thing, my mind tends to go off onto another tangent. Let's see... what has been up? Well, Kristin and I hadn't talked for about a week until yesterday. We got into an argument. I don't know what happened between us. Things between us had gotten, well, I don't know. It was wierd. Every time we would ( Read more... )

So I finally decided to get off of my lazy ass and try to fix my car. I am going to the junkyard tomorrow to get the parts I need. And it never fails, whenever I work on that thing I manage to hurt myself. This time I managed to almost break my thumb. I have a huge blood blister. I also finally went out and bought some tools. My dad had been ( Read more... )

I hate having to be the bad guy. Maybe that's why people think that I am an asshole. Quite frankly I am tired of being a third wheel. Someone to bounce back and forth with. I don't need someone who is going to be there when it's convenient for them. I really know what Wendy meant when she told me that I did things when it was convenient for me ( Read more... )

All I ever wanted was to love and to be loved. All I ever wanted was to share my ups and downs. All I ever wanted was to be happy, 'till the end of my days.