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Today...
Today was a busy day (if you want to call cleaning being busy). As I look over at Seneca and see her sleeping peacefully... well, that about sums up our day... exhausting. We cleaned Daddy and Seneca's room, shampooed the carpet and played with toys all day. I think I watched 'Cinderella' four times today. Pretty soon I am going to be able to ( Read more... ) -
Where to begin...
Well, the past 4/5 months have been hell. I feel like I have been chewed up and spit out and booed off a stage. Where has all the time gone? When did my little girl grow up? I remember when I could hold her in my arms and she didn't even come up to my chin... now I look at her, as she stands next to me, hugs my leg, looks up to me with her ( Read more... ) -
To whom it may concern...
Well, the past week for me has been a blur. My feelings are (and have been) running rampant. First it's all about Kristin, then my focus turned to Kim, or at least trying to repair a friendship with her. And then my old feelings for Wendy seem to be coming to a head again. All-the-while Seneca has been spending an enormous amount of time with ( Read more... ) -
What to do?
I have been feeling like I have been chewed up and spit out the past couple of days. I have felt as though I am at the end of my ropes. I have been so emotional the past couple of days. I don't know what the f**k my problem is. What I do know is there is no way I can continue to live the way I have been living. I am burning out fast, both ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
All I can really say right now is "What the fuck happened to us?" I can't understand it. How could what used to be so right and good be so wrong and bad now? This is the third day in a row I have become emotional about this. It was so good to see your face today, to be able to look into your eyes... I didn't want you to go... I just didn't want ( Read more... ) -
My horoscope and more...
"The heavens have a plan: They're aiming to bring you close (or even closer) to both your friends and/or your lover -- closer than you have been in some time, which is really saying something for your affectionate sign. You'll probably end up in a long heart-to-heart, too, regarding a dispute that's taken far too long to resolve. Whether you're ( Read more... ) -
It's been a minute...
It's been a bit since I have last written in this thing... almost a month I think. Honestly, I have been way too busy. I just can't sleep now, that's why I am up and typing away ( Read more... ) -
Is this a dream or a lost reality?
HurtI hurt myself today ( Read more... ) -
Year in review continued...
So where was I? I think it is about time that I quit feeling sorry for myself and start living life to its fullest and experiencing what it has to offer. Let's see... did I review what happened the last year... in case I left anything out here we go from the top ( Read more... ) -
The mourning rain clouds up my window...
2005 Sucked!!! I was separated twice and now am going through a divorce. I have a beautiful daughter that thinks I walked out on her. Tonight she told me that when I left the apartment she was so very sad. She thinks I abandoned her. I have to make that right. She feels that way for a reason. I need to take that away ( Read more... )