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If I was ever going to kill myself it would be tonight. I need my child in my life!!! No one is ever going to hurt my little girl or make her cry. I miss her so much. I only have one more chance to do right by you babe. Don't feel any pain for me. Know that I am always here for you smiling. Don't feel any sorrow for me... just smile back at ( Read more... ) -
Stiffen up that upper lip...
I know things may be confusing to you right now. I don't see mommy and daddy being together ever again. We argue too much. Everything always happens for a reason. There are things you can't control... that's destiny. We can pull together and make it through this together, though. I'll do anything for you to see you smile. It just seems that ( Read more... ) -
The death of a dream...
SincerelyI've seen too many sad eyes look at me ( Read more... ) -
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I am there watching you.
I'll stand here.
I'll watch the weather change. -
Uhhh....
"Never mistake knowledge for wisdom.
One helps you make a living...
The other helps you make a life."
"Some say a comet will fall from the sky ( Read more... ) -
I Hate My Computer!
I had a nice post that I was almost finished with and this damn computer froze up on me. I hate it! I am not about to retype all of that right now. I will maybe do it later ( Read more... ) -
On The Flipside...
Someone told me long ago theres a calm before the storm... I know it's been coming for a long time. Have you ever seen the rain coming down on a sunny day? It's always raining in my head... forget about all of the things that I should've said. I tend to speak in riddles cause my words seem to always get in my way. My feelings are complicated. ( Read more... ) -
You did it to yourself...
Well, let me see, what have I missed? I have missed 3 1/2 years of my daughter growing up 'cause I was too tired, or too this, or too that. Now I get to mostly watch her grow up from the outside looking in. I get to hear about birthday parties being thrown and how much fun everyone had at them. I get to miss out on seeing my daughter smile ( Read more... ) -
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I am still right here
giving blood,
keeping faith,
and I'm still right here.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SENECA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!Happy 4th birthday baby girl!!! Where has all the time gone? I love you so much. I wish I could keep you little forever so you will never have to worry about anything but ( Read more... ) -
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It's pretty bad when you get so pissed off that you forget that you are doing some things. I love Tool. I love Staind. I came inside. And I'm still right here giving blood, keeping faith and I'm still right here. if you have no desire to hear what I have done... as carefully as I would've done. And I am still right here giving blood, keeping ( Read more... )