livejournal is the first and last recourse of the recursive soul.

There is most CERTAINLY a joke in there, somewhere.

in 22 days, i'll be 30 years old. i have no idea how this happened, but i can assure you that it was a mistake, and i am working to rectify the problem. assuming i find the error in my math, i'll be well on my way to 25 ( Read more... )

i've been working on some stuff, and i think that if any of you are out there and still reading my posts, you might like this. it's been a long time coming, and i still have to have a buddy of mine record some guitar, but i finally feel pretty confident in this song, and i think you'll enjoy it ( Read more... )

keep climbing for the summer sun
we cannot get there fast enough
and so you hurt the ones you love
as so below, well now, so above
how did we ever fool ourselves?
only distance paints the difference
between right and wrong
and how far the mighty fall
from the safety of their hill
where all is right and beautiful.

some thoughts:

my throat hurts.
i haven't smoked a cigarette in almost three weeks.
i've been working too much.
i have been putting off writing music for quite a while, and i don't know why.
i don't have a social life.
my throat REALLY FUCKING HURTS, OUCH.

after careful consideration, and a second viewing of the film, the following is my review of "casino royale":

what?

i don't fucking get people. i don't get why they do the things they do.

having spent the last hour or so studying software capabilities (namely, logic audio 5.5.1 for pc, versus logic audio 7 for mac) have left me in a spinning wheel of nostalgia. a simpler time, when all i lived for was the next 0-day release of warez'd audio proggies ( Read more... )

haha, mark this moment.

i can't explain why, exactly, but i feel pretty good right now. nothing happened, nothing at all, and yet, i feel pretty good.

i'm doing pretty well with the job and my apartment and keeping my nose clean of the trouble i used to find myself in. all things considered, i'm pretty alright.

that's fucking awesome=)

ugh, christ.

i just wrote an email and i feel like i've given up.

fuck me.