so my puter is dead and i have a friend looking at it. its driving me mad that i have nothing to do and i have to resort to t.v. for entertainment. i really dont know what is going on with that. im still hoping that it is fixable. i dont know if he has had the time to take a peak yet but i hope that ill hear something real soon. sometimes it feels ( Read more... )

ok ok..... now i know it has been like forever since this one has written here. sooo let me update. ummm tania( my "sister in law") was released from jail two days ago and swept her kids away just as quickly as they arrived. we are moving again. to an apt off nolana. ummm what else ohhh. has a new Master. this one seems more set and sterdy. gurl is ( Read more... )

i dont know what to think. its been a very long weekend. so here is the skinny. my brothers wife was arrested for DWI. we went to try and get her out but it turns out that 1. this is the second time she has been stoped for that. 2. she has loads of outstanding speeding tickets in mcallen. 3. she is illegally here since she never went to report. ( Read more... )

well it does please me that so many have accepted my new adventure with out judgement and redicule. thank you for that. with that i continue.... sadly enough, in the past week that i have been collared my Master has gotten to know me better then my own husband does after 3 yrs of marriage. how sad is that. ~shakes head~ and then people wonder. ( Read more... )

ok so first of all... i owe my friend an apology. i judged him and was completely wrong. i dont usually judge but i could have addressed the situation differently. i know i should have used better judgement. i should know better and i am sorry. he just worries me. *sigh ( Read more... )

ok so i was late today. like an hour late!! lol. totally my bad. i really dont know why, i went to bed early and still didn't hear the alarm or my phone ring when my boss was calling to find out what was going on. so of course when i showed up he was all pissy, with good reason but then he started yelling at me for some paper that he insisted he ( Read more... )

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ok so do any of you have this one albume (maybe two) that just sends you into a whirl wind of memories and maybe inspires you. well i have one that does that and i really dont know why. all i do know is that once i hear one of the songs from the album (via radio, or other means) i have to listen to the whole album. what album you ask? Linkin Park- ( Read more... )

I hate not getting any sleep and being tired at work. makes the time take forever to pass by. im ready to go home and i can't. it sucks big ones. well in case you weren't aware Patrick's 3rd b-day is on sunday. and the sucky part is that i really dont think that we are going to be able to do too much for him. we are really strapped for cash and it ( Read more... )

i feel like shit right now and i really dont know what to do to climb out of this shit. i mean i dont even know where it came from. maybe its just me. im exhausted right now. seriously i am and i dont know what else i can take. i feel like calapsing and just staying asleep for a week. i know why dont get me wrong i really do. its everything finally ( Read more... )