well, no luck on a job so far, but i have only been looking and applying online so no real effort has been made. there is a job fair at hotels.com on wed. that i am thinking about going to. its an idea. i dont really know how much they pay or anything but i heard it was pretty good. i need to go to t-mobile. thats where i need to go. well anyway. ( Read more... )

well last night my mom actually came home and staied.and she talked to us about Heidi and her situation and the possibility of her moving in. i mean dont get me wrong i feel for her i really do. but something that she doesn't realize is that she isn't the youngest person in the world and she needs to learn to stand on her own two feet. see our ( Read more... )

ok so this asshole is seriously pissing me off and i am not going to take it lying down anymore. he just doesn't get it and just thinks that i am a fucking idiot. im tired of being his fucking scape goat for shit that he says i should have done like chased him down the street with the deposite or how i have my papers organized at my desk. stupid ( Read more... )

well i haven't written in a while since well i really dont have much to say. its always the same bullshit with me. my brothers a lazy, self-centered prick. my hubby just doesn't get it. my mom thinks my hubby is the best thing in the world and he can do no wrong. and my sis is still in her jealus fit that she has been in for like 13 yrs (you'd ( Read more... )

so my weekend was ok. the kiddies weren't sick so it was alot more mellow and raul and i went out on sat night, which doesn't usually happen. he keeps pushing me to write. he says that he and i should write a book that with his imagination and my writting skills we could have a "best seller". i mean i admit that i would like to write... but i just ( Read more... )

ok *sigh* so something is seriously wrong with me or those tests are boogus. either way it isn't good. im hoping that from my tone you can tell that the test i took came back negative. but i still have no answer for why i haven't menstrated in like 4 months. and im worried. i mean ok i can understand 1 month maybe 2 but 4!!! ok now thats weird. ( Read more... )

so some of you might know this and most of you wont cuz i haven't said anything. well one of my "ex boyfriends" imed me the other day on one of my accounts.... i haven't heard from him in ages. now let me tell you all like it is. with anyone that i "date" online i do have somekind of feeling for them. i am truthful to a point... but see, this one i ( Read more... )

i know its been such a long time since i have written anything on here. its been really buisy around here for some reason. but anyway. i hate this feeling. My brother and sister got into a huge fight yesterday about the house that we are moving into. It left my mom crying which pisses me off since she has tried so hard to make us happy. I really ( Read more... )

i dreamt about him saturday night. but its not who you all would assume. this one is a secret. shhhh. we'll just call him...javi. yeah i like that javi. so i dreamt that he and i were together and that we were constantly defending our relationship cuz no one agreed with the fact that i left raul for him. i mean dont get me wrong... we were very ( Read more... )

well this past weekend i finally met my father-in-law and let me tell ya... he is totally kool. nothing like the rest of em. not at all. it was really kool talking with him and i saw alot of raul in him. they look exactly alike. i mean to the tee. its really weird. i know that i could talk to him a hell of alot easier then any other member of that ( Read more... )