it's been almost a year ( Read more... )

finally. crazy submissions and crits are over.
just one paper to go now. then it's time for me to really rest, recharge, and think about my life.
what i've learnt, what i need, what i want, what i'm going to do.

sometimes i feel like i'm 2 persons.
at times i have totally no opinions about anything.
and other times... i have such strong likes and ( Read more... )

nothing changes.

it resetted itself.

the feeling's the same.

i need ot get away.

we all need to know when to stop
when to let go
when to say no

i'm so tired
i could sleep for a week.

There's so much of this I love, but equally much that I detest...

As is a tale, so is life: not how long it is, but how good it is, is what matters.

In the end you answer to yourself.

I feel like I can't do this because I can't answer to myself, I can't accept, I can't let go.

the question actually is

what do you really want to do with your life.

answer carefully now,

because it could change everything.

i have everything
i have family
i have friends

and i am still not happy?!

this must be the wrong place.

please don't give up now.

for a brief few hours last night... i was happy ( Read more... )

i really wish. i never came back.
i feel ill.
help.