so i did the whole reading-my-livejournal thing again ( Read more... )

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thank you, Dr. Caridad Souza, for:
1] changing my perspective on about a million things, and
2] making me write this paper. even if it did keep me up until 3:45 am.

i feel so accomplished. in more ways than one.

i love this time of the year ( Read more... )

fuck. i have so much to say.

i'm writing and it's a good thing.
i think this is what i need.
i really think that when it's done...something will be different. i'll be better off.

so there it is...in a box, under the bed.
and the rest of it...well i don't know where the rest of it is, but i'm not ready for that.
it's weird, but i just can't help but feel like my life started last year.
i try to think of the way things were, the was i was, before all of this, and i can't come up with anything meaningful ( Read more... )

consider this, he was moving on while
she was busy trying to pass the time
between the previous and next nervous breakdown
the girl had given up the love of her life.
and all the time that she was giving up slowly
he didn't notice when she ran awayand when it came to finally letting him on ( Read more... )

note to self ( Read more... )

can't remember the last time i fell asleep before 3 am...
so frustrating.