Well hello there everyone! it's been quite awhile since i've come here to type up a post for you all to read. God i'm getting lazy. Anyway, last time i was kinda depressed and moody and so on and that really sucked. I hate not being happy. So ya...that all changed once i went away to camp and i was thankful for that. I went there in the afternoon ( Read more... )

As it always seems to be, I am confused and unsure of myself right now; decisions I’ve made, things I’ve said and done…Oh God I don’t know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

and then....out of the blue she yells: "LAY LAGOLAS, LAY!!" Lmao Linds. here you go again with the teasing. -hides- gotta love rediscovered inside jokes. heh. gotta love water too, and rapids and nakedness and polluted water and playing in the likes of it all. oh god today was fun...one of the few good times i've had in quite a lonely while. i was ( Read more... )

linds, you may be the mood swing queen but i...i am heir to the thrown. yesterday was horrible: i went from depressed to lonely, to happy and hopeful all in just one day. it's insane. and right now i'm giddy but this morning when dad called to inform me of my stupid babysitting commitments that interfere with getting together with linds...man i was ( Read more... )

guess what everyone! people suck! oh yes, that's right humanity...i insulted you. ha!ha!ha! just recently i've had the misfortune of encountering stupid, ignorant people who, in my opinion, diserve a good whipping or perhaps a visit to hell or even better: both! there are of course a fair few who do not conform with society, who refrain from being ( Read more... )

oh god, Tuesday I spent another whole day at chapters again...finding books to add to my collection ( Read more... )

The past couple days were pretty good all around; no majour mood swings or flared tempers.lol...good stuff ( Read more... )

HOLD ON ( Read more... )

i don't know what's going on anymore...i have no idea what's happening. why are things so goddamned complicated and why can't people just be direct with what their saying so that no misunderstandings occure. i ask what they mean and i get no answer, only tricksy little hints that leave me confussed. and yes...i come to conclusions only because i am ( Read more... )

Well...last night seems like a blur now that it's over. I felt so angry at my self and the world in general. I'm surprised that the friendships I have with others are still intact...or are they? I know I did a lot of damage with Jami and Linds. All my outbursts and everything were simply foolish and pitiful. I was torn with so many emotions that I ( Read more... )