I don't speak to my father anymore. It has been at least six months. I feel bad because he is my dad, but at the same time, I don't miss the way he talks to me. I tried so hard to get him to understand me, but, in his own words, you can't teach a dog new tricks and I don't have any tricks left to teach ( Read more... )

This thing makes me feel remedial.

My house smells like crisp cotton.

This headache has persisted in moderation since i slammed my tequila head into concrete sidewalk snow ice. probably a concussion. I probably have brain cancer.

Past week's conclusions:

Be a retro porn producer.
Live alone.
Stop being a lush and make a friend or two.
Live alone.

I might stop talking to my parents ( Read more... )

I just read Amber's post about her apprehension toward going home. I feel similarly although i don't have to deal with a wedding. I don't have anything in common with Michigan anymore and I never have anything to say. Trying to relate anything that i've been doing with myself in Seattle garners me feigned interest, but mostly indifference. we just ( Read more... )

the esozone was one of the more amazing/ridiculous events i've ever been to. A bunch of neo hippies in an old warehouse turned artist coop. I learned the following (in brief ( Read more... )

I'm going to the esozone expo in portland tomorrow. EXCITED!! Its about fringe science and magick. I wish my friend Lance could go, it be easier to understand where everyone is going with their ideas if i have a shaman with me, but i'm taking a guy i'm dating and he's much better at these sorts of things than i am. i like him. i also like that i ( Read more... )

So weekend before this past one i got a call from a little lady known as Hannah ( Read more... )

I'm attempting to post a few of my cartoons on here. They are shitty pictures, but you get the general idea.


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i'm too too in love with science fiction cover art. and science fiction in general. i just want to make space ships and paint alien cartoons. its amazing the concepts the artists come up with. some have this misty quality to it that i like. layers of semitransparent colors create atmosphere and give this liquidity to the characters. i feel like ( Read more... )