I'M GOING TO COACHELLA!!! SEX! DRUGS! AND FUCKING ROCK AND ROLL! IVAN AND I MAY NOT COME BACK ALIVE, SO GOODBYE BITCHES!

On his knees he fell. They bled as the pavement below him ground deeper and deeper under his skin, but in his head the thought was not strong enough to keep the bones from breaking and drudging into dirt. The dirt was cold and wet and as it crept under his skin, but he knew that nothing could be enough to hurt his heart…his heart was gone and she ( Read more... )

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Santa Barbara has taken me off the mountain I used to find comfort on top of, everyday boredom is the natural cause of death throughout Santa Barbara County. People too young fall limp in the streets and never seem to get up. I’m bored with the same old same old, santa Barbara disease that clouds my head. I’m sick of finding nothing to do or say to ( Read more... )

She lied to me...she's never lied to me before and now she has...i'll never be able to look at her the same way ever again. She used to glow and sing, she used to be my angel with tears in her eyes always for me. When i used to hold her she would sink into my arms and never come up for air, because i provided her with oxygen to survive every night ( Read more... )

I need a digital camera...

I never thought I would...but I miss high school

what am I going to do...

the driver keeps on going, he doesn't seem to be stopping...when will the lights read directions? the colors stopped making sense...red, yellow, blue, they all go different directions and the back seat has gone cold!

so amazingly, fucking bored it kills me!!! I've had such an eventful past few days, but really crave the ability to tell someone about my last few days rather than write about it in a journal that is not read...i feel like i'm writing to nowhere. I went through my nokia today that i found in a coat of mine last week, and i now have the phone ( Read more... )

so i just finished the pond in the backyard...it looks fucking great! I bought a new pump because the one my father bought ran at about 400gph and was shooting water across the yard! it was funny nonetheless. I bought more rocks for the bottom, and got it running before i left for the finishing touches. first i bought a few water hyacinths, and ( Read more... )

my english final is tomorrow and I'm just not ready...fuck it, I'll get things done eventually. work sucked today...everyday I just want to go back to my parents house more and more, it would be so much easier if I were there and not here. I find myself doing less and less of what I want to do, and more and more of what I "have" to do. Kayla does ( Read more... )

Last night Kayla and I went to see, A Broke Down Melody, a new surf film by the Malloy brothers (two of Ireland's primo surfers). It premiered at the Arlington, which is a theatre here in Santa Barbara, and the most beautiful theatre I've ever been too. The premier was filled with pro surfers, it was a great film and a pretty fucking awesome ( Read more... )