someone tried to fuck me over.. just to prove a point.. I have no idea if I know this person or if they just decided to take manners into their own hands... all I know is they failed.. because I'm smarter than they thought ( Read more... )

this is my vacation... and it's already been ruined by a journal entry by an old friend who can't just take the opinions of others and ride with them.. no no... that would be to easy.. she has to bash her friends down for being concerned... but I do want to be there for you... I just wish we could have kept in touch... no use wishing though right? ( Read more... )

I moved back into my mom's house in case no one noticed... not that they would... things have been going quite well since I left Dylan... surprise surprise... I'm regaining my good mood, my weight, and my awareness of reality.. thank god... stupid drugs.. stupid me for doing them... everyone has noticed that I lost weight and I didn't think it was ( Read more... )

everytime I see him it's like I just have a rush of overwhelming feelings.. seeing him smile.. it's so familiar yet it seems so strange to be seeing it again...this surge of emotions make me so nervous and so shy that I can't seem to find the courage to just talk to him.. just to see if he is as good as he seems... to see if these feelings are ( Read more... )

I went up to Cottonport last night to see Stricken Zero play... I had to wait on David Philip's ass to get in the shower... it's bad when a guy is as anul about his looks as girl and yet he can't multi-rask for shit... we ended up missing Stricken Zero play.. which sucked because I wanted to see Brian(hot mother fucker) sing ( Read more... )

yeah.. I actually talk to my mother on Mothers Day and the only thing I get out of it is a tooth ache ( Read more... )

I know this is really ugly right now, but I'm still trying to find a color scheme... I'm sure someone can understand, but now I have to eat since I haven't eaten since the day before yesterday... it will look better

Life is all together at one point.. you have a job, a stable home, and you're going to school working on the "american dream" that everyone has already laid out for me.. but then everything falls through the cracks ( Read more... )