...Fuck This!

I give up trying to make everyone else happy and fucking going on everyone else's whims. I am doing things for myself as of now. If you don't like it. Well too fucking bad!

...Here's the latest.

Eric and I split, for good this time. We're both seeing other people now. I don't know if Eric and I will ever have the chance to be normal friends like I want. We've been so close for the past 3 years it would be hard. Though he knows everything about me and I about him. It's been hard to lose a friend of 7 years because of ( Read more... )

Yep... Lots have changed... There should be a list or something for me to fill out. Dating, school, family... I mean shit it's crazy. Who knew things would end up like this. It's all in an imperfect harmony that I seem to love more and more each day. I'll update later when I get home, I'm not sure the professor likes me to be "journaling" on "his ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE WHO EVER INVENTED THOSE STUPID FUCKING BLINDS THAT YOU HAVE TO ADJUST URSELF BECAUSE THEY ARE TOO FUCKING CHEAP TO MAKE THEM DIFFERENT LENGTHS. FUCK YOU!!!

Wow, my ears are still ringing from yesterday. Awesome fucking show at Mojo 13. Defy the Eyes, Black Bacarra, On the 8th Day, and Subpoena. Yah... Good stuff. Hopefully some more people will come out now that they have heard them. Check out Defy the Eyes at MySpace.com/DefyTheEyes. From there you can find links to the other three bands. Ok byez.

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So seeing as its been like.... Forever since I've written in here about about a short catch you up.

1. I'm still home, going to school at DelTech once again, this time for Accounting.
2. I work at Macy*s now, I hate it with a burning passion.
3. Still with Eric, Number Dot my love.
4. Whiskers my baby love, may your soul R.I.P, we had to put ( Read more... )

Happy Belated Birthday To Meeeeeee ( Read more... )

I fucked it all up, everything. The drunken slut he called me...I am not a slut, I haven't slept with anyone but him. I wish I could just leave.

45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone ( Read more... )

So my whole family keeps asking about Eric, it's sad. My sister's boyfriend's parents were here and I said something that referred to him and lost my appetite and made me want to cry. Joy... Shoot me in the face... Addiction time ( Read more... )