Wow, this is the first time I've cut - like this >>>
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I feel like cutting.

I have found a boy that I believe would be a good one; he's attractive, more his personality attracts me more, he's perfect...and I am not ( Read more... )

I hate me. I hate myself more than anyone or anything. I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate myself. I am dumb. I am stupid. I hate myself. I hate myself more than anything. I am an idiot. I do not learn. I do not make smart decisions. I am a dumb person. I hate myself more than anything. I am fat. I am ugly. I am stupid. I ( Read more... )

Gosh I love this feeling! After you drink coffee and get all jittery. I wish I could be like that all the time. But now I'm gonna restrict. Prom is in a couple weeks and I am disgusting. I can't make this sound good. It's pissing me off.

Airband is tomorrow. It should be good ( Read more... )

Ok, so today was way good. I had an apple for breakfast, which kept me goin' until lunch at around 1:30. Then...since it's spirit week and I was doin' all this stuff for my class, I haven't even since lunch! AND I DON'T EVEN FEEL HUNGRY! Maybe even better than that is that our airband went for about two and a half hours so I was dancin' around and ( Read more... )

So it's Spirit Week at my school this upcoming week. Should be pretty fun since it's my last year. Too bad everyone is a dick this year and only cares about themselves and what's HOT. Really, I'm so tired of it. I mean, yeah I have my things and style and such, but I don't snub people out of my life because they're not "cool". GEE. AA. WHY. ( Read more... )

Eve6 - Here's To The NightSo denied, so I lied ( Read more... )

Please be proud of me right now...all that crap that I just wasted $5 on was soaked in dishwash soap and water, then thrown into the garbage!!!! Oh my gosh, I'm so proud of myself and I can't stop fidgeting because I'm just so excited that I'm actually going to be thin!!!!!!!! And also because I have to pee like a mad mother effer...but that's not ( Read more... )