there are so many people i can't get out of my head.
like, i may not be thinking about them constantly, but they appear in my mind.
starring roles in my worst nightmares, thinking i see them in the corner of my eye.
it's insane.
i wish some people would've never existed, quite honestly.
i don't know how to fix it either, because on the surface, i don't ( Read more... )

ahh, today was a pretty good day.
nothing really amazing happened, but it was just a good day.
i've not been having very many bad days lately, and i love it.

anyways, so i think we're getting ready to order mine and brooke's sassyback tour tickets!
aughhh, i'm so excited.
cobra starship! forever the sickest kids! sing it loud!
and with one of my best ( Read more... )

is there really a wish-come-true out there for us all?
i can't help but wonder that.
are there some people who spend their whole lives searching for a soulmate that doesn't exist, or do they just not find the person?
i hope there is someone out there for me.
i really do.

and why is it that some people never regret the things they did to someone until ( Read more... )

north carolina sucked.
and i really can't stand my dad's family.
jesus, bluegrass music, and mccain.
all the things i'm against.
and my cousin tyler acted so embarassing.
he's all easily impressed and stupid.
ugh.
why was i looking forward to that trip again?

but anyway.
today wasn't really any better.
i felt shitty all day and was a bitch to everyone.
i ( Read more... )

so, it's like 7 in the morning.
it's usually wayyyy to early for my ass to be up on a weekend, but i'm going to north carolina to meet my dad's dad's family that hasn't met me since i was a baby.
i'm actually kind of excited.
i mean, if nothing else, i'll get some really funny material for jokes.
haha.

so i am very excited for two things:
1. folie a ( Read more... )

i know this is way random, but i just can't stop thinking about how thankful i am for my friends.
they never fail to surprise me with how much they care.
it's the little things that i've always lacked in my friendships in the past that matter to me most.
walking with me to class, saving me a seat at lunch, basically not making me feel like i'm less of ( Read more... )

even though i was "sick" on friday (aka: i needed an off day.) i had a crazy night.
me and jordan went to the downtown car show and to see the house bunny(it was awesome!).
the only thing was that kirsten wanted to spend the night that night because of beauty school so i had to lie and tell her that i was still sick and home in bed.
and then at the ( Read more... )

another good day.
no complaints, nothing but smiles.
it's great to be where i am.
not to get cocky at all, but it's like nothing can stop me.
yeah, plenty of problems have arose, but somehow i've plowed right through them all.
i get mad and upset and yell and cry...
but then i pick myself up off the floor and live life.
yay for not letting things get me ( Read more... )

wow.
the past week since tuesday has been a complete roller coaster that i thought i'd never survive, but i did.
something happened, but i'm fine and i learned a big lesson.
friends and family are everything.
really.
when you get into a tough situation, you really find out who you can trust and what really matters.
despite the setbacks, life has never ( Read more... )

 absolutely.
he completely owned the role of the joker and no one deserves an oscar more than him.
if he doesn't win the oscar, i will be extremely disappointed.