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Botchla
I guess I'm 40 now
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This journal is officially old enough to drink.
Honestly kinda shocked it's been over four years since I've updated. What a world. Only reason I'm even here is because i got an email saying that today is the 21st anniversary of signing up here.
I remember i was living at my dad's and me and this dude Wes were talking about starting a website or something, cause 21 years ago, websites were cool. ( Read more... ) -
Hot damn
2017!
Have I been around so long?
I'm awake. Should be dreaming. How many times does this tome repeat itself?
Endlessly. Without cessation. For all eternity into the void.
I miss so many things. I continue pissing in the wind.
We have to start again and again. -
If I know, what I know, losing isn't learning to be lost / It's learning to know when you're lost
Well, I suppose it hasn't quite been a year since I last updated. So there's that, I guess.
The sudden migration from Facebook to Ello made me remember that Livejournal exists, and although I suppose it is a bit of a barren wasteland and not exactly the hub of bustling internet activity that it was over a decade ago, it still suits my needs. I ( Read more... ) -
that ufo is just a plane. (creation and other things)
a week ago, i was driving home from some good times, precariously perched at a level of intoxication that was neither too far gone nor not even close, but instead rapturously perfect and holy, like the first wave of transcendence, slightly fuzzy and all too warm with this lift that just pulls you up, out of the dulled senses and streaking features ( Read more... ) -
how we get older. how we forget about each other.
think I've quoted that line far too many times in this journal. I'll never forget the first time hearing it. my life was forever changed. life is pretty long, y'all.
was driving around lake forest in a nostalgic haze listening to machina. it's a weird day. the temperature is very nice, very springlike. after a week of near-freezing not-quite- ( Read more... ) -
jukebox fuck up hanging round the drugstore
tonight was 90s themed at open mic. it should have been a win. it should have been an intense validation of all of that real shit that came before. instead it was a reminder of everything I intentionally forgot.
I tried. I got super stoked about the chance to play some smashing pumpkins songs because duh. what the fuck else would I do if given the ( Read more... ) -
Believe in me as I believe in you tonight.
I have been playing music a lot and I love it. I feel like I love myself again. It's bizarre. And I love you too.
I just want the world to notice. A couple of friends of mine said very nice things about my songs tonight and I started to feel like maybe this is true. Maybe in the future I can actually do this for real. Maybe this time next year, I' ( Read more... ) -
Jigsaw Falling Into Place
I am stealing you.
Cause your voice sings what my soul cries
and your brain thinks what my heart denies.
So I am stealing you.
Because you are mine.
One day you'll know.
You will stand back and watch me smile.
Cause I stared across some aching mile.
One day you'll know.
Because you are mine.
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