so as it turns out, i'm manic depressive.
or maybe have an alcohol problem, or both.
but anyways wednesday i was feeling much better, i think i just needed some rest and time away from certain people. and a few drinks, and a few drinks were had.


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i've been really miserable lately. today i made myself cry, i thought if i did that then maybe i'd stop thinking about slicing myself open and watching the blood pour out.

it didn't work.

i want to go home, i want to go home, i want to go home.

my tv has been teasing me all day, mostly with things like kisses and chocolate covered strawberries, it's driving me insane.


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hello my lovelies,
decided it might be time for an update... lots has happened and i have had quite a bit to tell you all, but i don't know, its not like you care anyway.


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Friday was the day that i became free, free from exams, free from 3,000 word essays on abuse and loss... and free to consume large amounts of snakebite ( Read more... )

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Right now, i hate boys (nearly all of them)
almost as much as i hate myself...

But i love TOOL.

stinkfist [extended version]
forty six and two
jambi
schism
lost keys
roseta stoned
the pot
wings for marie (pt. 1)
10,000 days (wings, pt. 2)
lateralus
viscarious
aenima

(i think thats right anyways)

*lays on the floor, listens and shivers*

handed in my counselling tape and report yesterday. YAY!
nomore scummy transcript and listening to my own voice over and over...


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coming home next week ...maybe.


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