i went to my appointment today, where i had a total of four shots in my neck (the first two were to numb the pain otherwise caused by the last two). i haven't been able to keep any of my food down so needless to say i hadn't eaten anything this morning. the last two shots were unlike anything i had ever experienced before. he stuck the huge needle ( Read more... )

everything is lame. everything is mediocre. i can't keep any of my food down for some unknown reason. tomorrow i get to have a needle shoved into my neck to see if i have to have a part of my thyroid removed. it feels like i'm coming down with mono again. maybe not though. whatever. i'm still going to drink and smoke because arlington is the ( Read more... )

well, i am here at work on this the day before our great nation received its independence and thus was given the freedom to terrorize its own citizens, rather than having the british do it for them. considering the circumstances, i have nothing to do except take frequent smoke breaks, watch the clock, and post uninteresting blogs such as this one. ( Read more... )

i start my new cubicle job tomorrow morning at 8:30. i'll be working full time and making $8.50 an hour, which is pretty sweet. I just wish they had gotten around to hiring me earlier on in the summer ( Read more... )

i made a delicious vegan dinner on wednesday night. included were roasted rosemary potatoes, tofu scramble (thanks to lauren and kerbey lane), saffron yellow rice, and toasted baguette slices with vegan margarine. no vegan cookies this time, but i should make those soon. i haven't in awhile. australian shiraz was served and after dinner my sister ( Read more... )

so, i'm sure you're all wondering what laura has been up to this summer. well, to update you on the insurmountable amount of boredom (with the exception of this weekend, when i went to see lauren ( Read more... )

so tonight i was talking with mike and i've decided upon one particular theory of psychology that i like that combines both empiricism and chemical balance as an excuse for...OCD, OCPD, borderline, anxiety, etc. essentially, i had outruled empiricism in favor if the theory that your chemical makeup is really what defines you. i guess i just ignored ( Read more... )

my favorite song right now is 'dress up in you' by belle and sebastian

okay, since i've last written i bought two parakeets (i named them gerald and betty after the fords), graduated from high school and got my lip pierced.

throughout my entire eighteen years of existence, i never knew what it was to be completely and utterly hated and unwanted until now.

the bulk of my family is coming tomorrow and graduation is sunday and this complete feeling of hopelessness could not have come at a worse time.