HELLO WORLD. WITHOUT BEER AND SYNTHESIZERS LIFE WOULD BE NOTHING. THAT IS ALL AT THE MOMENT.

so i basically lost my job today. i'm trying to find a new one that has insurance just as good and also 10 + an hour pay at least until march of next year when my lease is up and i can move in with someone to save money. my only option? the government. fuck me.

something very essential is missing from my life. i just don't know what.

wow. i just turned on my television and the first thing i saw was a man wearing peasant garments holding a baby that had an old man shrunken head talking to a black woman with a huge afro who's face had the skin of a dragon. the next scene was a couple of cavemen looking people and a chinese lady tearing vines off a wall and playing with them. ( Read more... )

hi. meet my new life. srsly. everything is new. new new new. i suck more and rock less, basically. BUT i DID get a job back at the grand old whole foods market and have been working there nigh on two months now. i ALSO got a new apartment. address: 1500 E Riverside #336 Austin, TX 78741. send me mail. make me feel loved. i ALSO got a new phone ( ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated livejournal extensively in quite some time. i'm drunk and watching that made for tv movie the judy garland story (the ante-explanatory part of the title has something to do with shadows?) and it's quite grand what red wine will do to you. let me tell you: judy garland was quite stunning. anyhow, i live in austin now. i live ( Read more... )

god damnit. i was reading through some past entries and i used to be a whooooooole lot happier/wittier/fucking hilarious. what the hell happened? the question is: what the hell didn't happen? blah blah blah.

i am drunk and that is the principal reason that i am writing this entry. updates on my life: i have moved to austin. i am living with my mom until i save up some money and then i will move out. overall i'm happy with the move. arlington is too depressing. i moved there for a man anyhow when i really didn't know what i was doing because i care far ( Read more... )

it bugs me that my debit card STILL has not arrived in the mail ( Read more... )

my life is falling apart.

in other news, gmail has been posting a lot of spam recipes and it's kind of grossing me out.